Then keep looking for a job and keep grinding
This is the point were both trying to make Regine. A bright and positive mental state goes a LONG way in helping you succeed. Thats why im telling you to find joy in the struggle, since you feel as if thats all you got right now
Lemme use myself and Prynce as an example (if he lets me)
Me: Not doing nearly as well as I hoped in school, a couple school bills past due but Im broke of course, Ive posted about the mental issues Ive been faced with this year (depression, anxiety) and some issues with my father as well. But I see joy in the struggle now because Im hungry and ready for my real life to begin and Im more patient than ever. You could almost say Im similar to you, now that I think about it! So dont tell me I dont understand because I do. Its about changing your mindset first and foremost. Thats what were trying to do
Prynce has posted about his issues with anxiety and self doubt. And recently how he was almost robbed and shot. But now look. He posted about his full time job he recently got. He rolled with the punches. He wasnt about that "oh, woe is me..." crap
Dont
Then get help. Some how some way
But youre still here right? You know what that means. It will make the end goal that much sweeter. Think about it:
Also, if you could endure, losing your job, your apartment and having to live in a shelter with the poor mental state you have now then that means only one thing:
You're strong
You and your father dont see it but I do
Nah this isnt the way you think. Accept them temporarily but grind with your head up
Like I said if you endured all that you did before: nikkas cant tell you shyt. And I mean that.
Only you allow yourself to feel inferior because youre one of the strongest persons in your life. But imagine how it would feel if you could lift yourself up, with how strong you are youre GUARANTEED to succeed