Warning : Long.
Do you remember that guy about who I said that I'd rather jump off a bridge and land on the concrete below than date? This afternoon he texted me asking if we could talk. I told him to talk and he told me " No, you talk. ". In the end, we didn't talk, until a boob picture I posted in my SnapChat story stating that this was my ideal boob size. He pm'ed me saying that my boobs were fine. I got angry at him, like I do with every guy who talks about my breasts while not being my boyfriend. Then he asked to Skype. I said no. He asked if he could call me. I didn't pick up. Since I was starting to get seriously annoyed, I asked him what did he want from me. After an hour, he replies " More. ". Since he used to make fun of me for studying litterature in HS while he did economics, I told him that he needed to develop his answer otherwise I wouldn't understand.
Then he said that he was physically attracted to me. - I knew that already since in HS he always talked about how big my breasts were. -, he thought about me quite often and that he'd like to see me. I sent a laughing emoji with the message " Physical attraction ? How cute. ", then I told him " I don't want to see you. I don't want anything with you. ". He sent I think .. 6 crying emojis, asking me why I asked him to explain, and I told him that I wanted to see if he could be honest with his intentions. Just when I thought that I had been too mean, and I was starting to regret, he asks me " So, can we talk on Skype later ?".
My problem is that I feel like guys cannot understand when I reject them or they maybe just don't seem to take me or my opinion seriously. In public, they insist, I tell them I don't want to get to know them, yet they insist. They ask why?
Then they tell me I'm being mean for not wanting to get to know them. I don't understand? Save your pride and walk off. Why do you insist?
I can't be mean to people who did nothing wrong to me. I'll feel bad about it afterwards. So when a guy comes near me and I'm not interested, I try to tell him but it's like I encourage him more than anything.
And then there's this guy up there, along with 2 other guys, I could purposely get them to be angry at me yet they will always come back like a lost puppy. I just don't understand. I have to force them just so they could tell me their true intentions and I know their true intentions from the start. They'll joke with me, they'll ask me about my day but they'll never say why they do all of that. And when I confront them about it, it's like they start to panic.
I'll take advice from anyone.