I realize that my current view on life has offended or pissed a lot of people close to me off.
I'm almost a completely different person than I was a year and a half ago.
I went from a reserved, happily (for the most part) married woman, who put her husband and children before anything and anyone. I had no social life and no grasp of what made me happy, to someone more care free, social, and more in tune with what makes ME feel good. Getting pregnant at 18, again at 23, and married at 24 cancelled a lot of the plans I had for myself. I gave up my own happiness for other people.
This last year has shown me that I have to start living for me. People break vows, people break promises, people will fail you, abandon you, and won't think twice about it. They are doing what makes them happy therefore I'm devoted to what makes me happy.
As long as my two children are taken care of I'm good. fukk what anyone else thinks.
Either you're with me or you're not....
