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Pazzy

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It seems like everything I feared in terms of growing up passed with time when things slowly starting to happen for me. Would have never imagined being where I'm at now a decade ago. I'm grateful for that. Even though some people don't think it's a big deal because they've been there already. To me it is. I never thought I'd be driving let alone have my own car. I didn't even think I'd make it to 30. Thought I was going to forever be riding the bus, taking the train and shyt. Its the small things because i was really doubting a lot of shyt for real but it was cool because it was real. Things are actually turning out to be going okay even though things are far from perfect and there's a lot of things that need to be sorted out and worked on. I'm shocked that I might actually be moving out soon like for real. No shyt talking even though my older brother is probably going to be my roommate. I'm shocked. I don't know how my life is going to be not living with my parents and seeing them all the time like that.


I love my big bro and no offense to him but i dont want to share an apartment with him or any living space with him. it's pretty much us doing our own separate thing but just rooming in together to pay half on rent to save each other pockets at the moment. I always said that when I moved out if I was going to do an apartment situation, I needed my own spot to detox for some time because I never had like personal space having to live with my family. That's may not be the case. I am going to get my own place eventually. That's the goal. I want to a home and have land. Play music outloud and have bonafires on my property. fukk having to be in an apartment and follow someone else's rules.
 
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