lot of/ many holes in the body...

imagine being paranoid about the locals going rogue on you and it’s another American that ends up killing you

My husband has promised me that we will move to New Zealand in 2-3 years. I’m going back to work so we can save up faster. There’s daycare included on site. But I can’t live here anymore. My husband ALWAYS keeps his promises.
My moms patrol car was vandalized (brick in the window that said fukk the blue). My grandmother is crying because she’s been through this before.
I’ve been bawling all day and my husband can’t stand to see me hurt. We’re working with our family who’s down to go too. We fukking done with this country. I’m DONE!!!!
we are blessed to even be able to make this decision and I am grateful . I had to explain to my teenaged son why there was a noose erected on TV. His face of horror after I explained it is what did it for me. I REFUSE to let my son feel like he is less than these demons. I wanna say fukk the US but so many of my family have died for this country. I can’t raise 2 lil babies in this country like this. I’m tired of having to explain why because we were born with dark skin and kinky hair, we deserved to die, get shot by the police, and given harsher sentences. I’m not trying to be dramatic but I’m in fukking tears by what’s going on even here in my city. God help us please.
im fukking DONE. We leaving this bytch in max 3 years. My husband talk a lot of shyt sometimes, but he is a man of his word and he always keeps his promises.
I've been disgusted with America and I was just saying in this post https://www.thecoli.com/posts/40286106/ how New Zealand is some place I'd like to go. I was looking at a similar time frame, maybe 3-4 years. I'd like my daughter to finish high school abroad.I just read up on all this. https://www.militarytimes.com/news/your-army/2019/04/18/leaked-documents-provide-details-about-green-berets-death-involving-navy-seals-and-marine-raiders/
these white bois go overseas and start acting uncivilizedimagine being paranoid about the locals going rogue on you and it’s another American that ends up killing you
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I swear on everything @Crumple if you don’t Fukkin stop spamming my DMs, I will personally see to it that you and you’re stagnant half a Eminend “rap” non-career are about as relevant as your life. Sup with these dumbass white boys spamming inboxes and not knowing when to stfu. I don’t need or care about your seasons greetings, Crumplestilskin. Obsessive nerd. Gtfoh. Since 9am this morning- fuk is wrong with your life.
. But anyways. I still have love for you. Cause Hip Hop girls at your caliber are rare. And I cherish that.
I wonder how Ron Isley's Christmas was
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I know it sounds crazy, but it’s what it is. Give it a couple days.


Fell into a woodturning rabbit hole on YouTube
