Bae before the accident!
Can’t fight this urge to wanna fukk my girl’s sister 


and it's supposed to snow again... They asking me if I can make it?!?
nikka what???Not really - the days are starting to cluster together to me, there’s so much to do and going on- like time is moving fast and slow at the same time. The chaos theory - my mind be racing; thinking 24/7.April too long![]()


Lol. But on the real - I think I figured out my mind is so hazy and hostile- death anniversaries of people that I know around this time frame last year. I must be subconsciously dealing with the sadness and loss. Lost a lot of friends to the ways of the street these past 2 yrs, now I’m real paranoid - like in anticipation another tragedy will unfold. Like I legit give a sigh of relief when no one in my family or friends calls me with bad news about my people.and then I’ve been throwing myself into work and kids so that occupies me during the day but at night - when all is done and they’re in bed it’s like uhhh ohhh, brain on overdrive and I start reminiscing; then I just get mad and sad at the losses. Guess it’s a coping mechanism
I’m sitting by myself not next to anyone like go somewhere. All my ppe is on when I talk to someone or give care 
Teddy was living foul . My father said that he put a hot on his Ex girlfriend and contracted with the Philadelphia black mafia to her killed
bc she was stealing money.I was just watching Teddy’s documentary and they touched on thatTeddy was living foul . My father said that he put a hot on his Ex girlfriend and contracted with the Philadelphia black mafia to her killedbc she was stealing money.
My mommy said that Al Greene had one of his ex girl friend killed bc she threw hot grits on his back

All I know is that you better chAnge that avi pic by April or I’mApril too long![]()

