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Saturday's weather is looking nice. Going to go to the nude beach........going early af though to beat that traffic but have the feeling that everybody gonna be waking up at the same time
 

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Im going to say this in here to limit the proliferation of gender war threads.

But black women dont know how to treat other black people. Whether man or woman, black women's insecurities about being black expose them big time.

Its easy to see how these newer generations of black kids are wayward with women born in 70s, 80s, 90s are their mothers but dont understand the basics of treating black people properly.

Very quick to skin and grin in front of others but will give black people all sorts of attitude.

Very easy to see why there are struggles as a culture
 

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Drake making slave and KKK references about his jewelry in his songs irks the shyt out of me

I love What Would Pluto Do except the “Ku Kluxed up” line, Slime You out is okay but what was the reason :camby:
 

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Its going to be a long summer. Dont know if thats a good or a bad thing. Honestly im looking for an adventure or fun instead of this monotony. I feel like the future of my life is going to be some "transient" shyt where I think Im going to be moving from state to state, country to country doing what i do not know. But i have the feeling that my next test is going to be a full time adventurer. I dont think i can handle living a structured life or even living on my own. I know i wont be at home much or most definitely would keep to myself where nobody would really know me as to say they seen me in passing.

Im tired of feeling like Im being controlled. I dont feel free. No liberation at all. Honestly, im tired of people in general too. Usually i would say some hateful shyt to go along with people but honestly, a lot of people are just scared and just are followers. I feel like im being manipulated by a lot of people and its getting to the point where i might just have to isolate myself away from everybody to be at peace with myself. I dont trust anybody because it seems like i get put in some shyt that i didnt ask for or i have to ask questions or expect to be backstabbed, have a fall out or whatever be it family, friends, or whoever. It seems like folks bother me when they need something out of me otherwise nobody cares. Either that or being misunderstood, seen as weird and whatever so :yeshrug: cant say that I ever had anybody around me that truly understands me except myself. Just more time by myself thinking and being with my own thoughts. A part of the reason why Im buying thongs and sexy clothing as a man. I dont give a fukk about what society gives a fukk about and Im NOT sorry. People need to chill the fukk out. My nerves are shot from being around too many anxious, hyped ass people that give a fukk about this hamster wheel and keeping up with the jones and fitting in with this bullshyt.

I want to just have a long break. Dye my hair and each twist orange or yellow, purple and blue on some artist liberation shyt, get some green gem earrings and just be in a room full of color and art that i can fully express the inner side of me that Im used to. I get where Andre 3000 was coming from when he said he felt trapped where he had to dress or express himself a certain way to channel the artist inside of him that he may have been repressing along his peers that felt they had to be in a certain hole to be validated artists in the rap space. Just tired of all this structure, hamster wheel type of shyt. I need to go on a road trip but for now, Im gonna test the nude beach this weekend.

I want to go to visit california for my birthday week or around then. Fly in to LA and drive up from south cali to north cali-SF, Oakland and the Bay area then fly out there back home.

I feel that i always have someone around me always trying to make me feel incompetent with how i think or what i like. Its like someone in my family will act as if i need to be validated by them or i have to do what they see fit and shyt. Uhh... im my own person and i do what the fukk i want.
 
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It’s been rainy and overcast all summer so far :martin:

They’re trying to keep you from activating with the “Black” Sun approaching. It won’t work... It’s almost time for our hibernation to end and to start fukking these white folks up. Let your skin absorb this sunlight when it does appear..this Sun is actively feeding your melanin with power.
 

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I hate when i feel irritated period. Really annoying feeling. I need to see some colors or a bunny or something. I need to chill the fukk out though because honestly, i dont think ive ever been satisfied with my life and thats gonna change.
 
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