My anger is bubbling up again. Between my sinuses being infected with this nasty ass smell in my nose, being hungry and just being irritated and frustrated with everything, Im just......
may have to chill out away from everybody until Im relaxed. For a second, I was about to get into it with family on the beach because I was irritated af.
Theres times I dont even understand me and why Im like this. Why do I get so angry, why do I get heated over the smallest shyt but then chill as fukk or have a delayed reaction towards other shyt. I always end up holding my anger back from erupting or snapping on people which is a good thing because I dont need to be any trouble for not restraining myself but damn, I end up fukked up and draining myself from being so angry. And the thing is Ive always had an anger or problem when it comes to managing and expressing my emotions.

Theres times I dont even understand me and why Im like this. Why do I get so angry, why do I get heated over the smallest shyt but then chill as fukk or have a delayed reaction towards other shyt. I always end up holding my anger back from erupting or snapping on people which is a good thing because I dont need to be any trouble for not restraining myself but damn, I end up fukked up and draining myself from being so angry. And the thing is Ive always had an anger or problem when it comes to managing and expressing my emotions.
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