My father is acting up again.

dude has always been on some toxic sh1t basically dragging someone into his messes trying to drain them down on some controlling or power dynamic sh1t. Dude has been doing this more than likely way longer than ive been alive in other words, this is who he is before i even became into existence i guess. The same person asking and demanding for respect and love when his ass doesnt give it or is ready to manipulate someone into his bullsh1t. I personally avoid him like the plague because of how fukked up he is. Ive seen Dude literally curse, talk down, talk bad, basically minimize someone else who took care of him. Hes a narcissist so theres no telling sh1t or getting him to think that he doing anything wrong or as for a better word, STOP HIM FROM GETTING IN HIS OWN WAY.
This is why when I see a narcissist or someone who reminds me of my father,

I feel bad for yall. Basically someone who trips themselves up and has the inability to hold themselves accountable so they basically need someone around them. A narcissist is never alone or always need a target. Be careful if you are around one regardless if they are a family member or not. Ive always been weary of my father for as long as I could remember going back to when I was a baby because something about him was off. I always used to hide from him on some fear sh1t. Now its like yeah, something isnt right with my father and my family has been dancing around it to the point where its affected us without us realizing it.
I just wish my mother had the courage to protect me away from this type of person or situation that I was never exposed to this type of sh1t. Ive witnessed a lot of dysfunctionality being normalized out of fear and ego. Just keeping it real. Like im witnessing a narcissist that is running a power dynamic that they cant manage and they are a family member. Now I have to watch my ass and this man to make sure he doesnt do anything crazy or stupid.
