Striving For Greatness
Get Certs or Die Tryin
where’s black sands at? I need a mentor
I want to start an indie series created with AI
I want to start an indie series created with AI
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Striving For Greatness
Get Certs or Die Tryin
Holla at herMy moms neighbors daughter is 49 years old and lives with her parents and she’s fat
I am wilding right now.
Vaping weed. Feeling very horny (can I say that?) Havent slept at all. Fell asleep on the couch. Then the floor. But really didnt sleep. Its about to be 9 o clock and Im figuring out wtf to do today. Its Saturday. What more can I say?
Vaping weed. Feeling very horny (can I say that?) Havent slept at all. Fell asleep on the couch. Then the floor. But really didnt sleep. Its about to be 9 o clock and Im figuring out wtf to do today. Its Saturday. What more can I say?
I regret a lot of things like playing basketball with these random white boys I went to school with
And talking to this dude named Wyatt dude got knocked out and posted on a wshh fight compilation lol dude went viral for being knocked out and doesn’t know it and has kids with some ugly bytch
And talking to this dude named Wyatt dude got knocked out and posted on a wshh fight compilation lol dude went viral for being knocked out and doesn’t know it and has kids with some ugly bytch
If yall know anybody thats doing weirdo shyt like this, please speak up to the authorities that can get people like this off the fukking street. We have way too many sickos like these running around.
DeuceZ
Li pitit gason
Just got word a childhood friend from my hometown committed suicide 
MajesticLion
Veteran
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REAL VIOLENCE*
The BasedFather
Task Force
Feels like it’s been winter for years. Everyone is sick and miserable and it’s still snowing. Tired of this shii 
ItWasMeThough
All Star
I miss music 
I feel trapped. Cant express how I feel really fully. I just get more and more irritated looking at my phone just seeing shyt and just as irritated laying alone in my bed looking up at the ceiling doing nothing but just feeling down/depressed and shyt with my mind overthinking. I feel like I cant get out my anger and frustrations out without me getting in trouble.
I really be feeling like taking my anger out and beating somebody the fukk down randomly or punching whoever in the face or seriously hurting somebody honestly just because Im angry and dont feel being like the only person being miserable because Ill share that shyt too. I keep to myself when my energy gets real dark out of fear that I might go off and hurt somebody. I haven't though and am not about to start either. As i said, I am just fed up with everything to the point Im trying to counseling myself from doing some stupid shyt. I need to put this crashing out energy into something that can get me something positively but I dont know how.
Ive started going to another psych again with the referral of my doctor so we can get this mess sorted out. I dont want to be on medication though. Im tired of going to the shrinks too. Just tired of everything because shyt doesnt seem like its getting any better. Im really trying to be hopeful and optimistic because im afraid what I would do if I lose hope and give up.
And honestly, I do feel alone in this. Its a feeling that I has stuck with me for a long time going all the way back to the times when I was isolated in school away from the other kids when I was sent to therapy and shyt. They would put me in empty classroom in a dark unlit room where I had to do my math and they didnt teach me shyt. Only thing that happened was I got all the problems wrong and the teacher who was supposed to teach me that shyt ended up hitting me with a ruler in the classroom in front of the other kids humiliating me and shyt. That would lead to other kids bullying me and beating me up too. 36 odd years ago. Its been up ever since then. I dont know how to not be paranoid because I have issues with trusting other people or to let my guard down enough to be open because I dont want other people to hurt me again or be a target for bullshyt but that shyt always fukking happens. I can count on being alone and being looked down on/antagonized by other people/being loved and supported by a few from a distance. I just seem to suffer alone in silence or around other people where im acting like everything is all cool when its not.
And I know some people are happy at seeing me miserable and shyt. I really am trying not to be a hater but Im just a reflection of the shyt that life has given me.
I wish it was different. I know some people will see me "acting like a victim or feeling sorry for myself" but the same people wouldnt hesitate to try to do me dirty like the a$$holes that made me into the person that I had to be in order to survive and shyt. I dont know and dont give a fukk because Im just tired. Im functioning but suffering too.
I really be feeling like taking my anger out and beating somebody the fukk down randomly or punching whoever in the face or seriously hurting somebody honestly just because Im angry and dont feel being like the only person being miserable because Ill share that shyt too. I keep to myself when my energy gets real dark out of fear that I might go off and hurt somebody. I haven't though and am not about to start either. As i said, I am just fed up with everything to the point Im trying to counseling myself from doing some stupid shyt. I need to put this crashing out energy into something that can get me something positively but I dont know how.
Ive started going to another psych again with the referral of my doctor so we can get this mess sorted out. I dont want to be on medication though. Im tired of going to the shrinks too. Just tired of everything because shyt doesnt seem like its getting any better. Im really trying to be hopeful and optimistic because im afraid what I would do if I lose hope and give up.
And honestly, I do feel alone in this. Its a feeling that I has stuck with me for a long time going all the way back to the times when I was isolated in school away from the other kids when I was sent to therapy and shyt. They would put me in empty classroom in a dark unlit room where I had to do my math and they didnt teach me shyt. Only thing that happened was I got all the problems wrong and the teacher who was supposed to teach me that shyt ended up hitting me with a ruler in the classroom in front of the other kids humiliating me and shyt. That would lead to other kids bullying me and beating me up too. 36 odd years ago. Its been up ever since then. I dont know how to not be paranoid because I have issues with trusting other people or to let my guard down enough to be open because I dont want other people to hurt me again or be a target for bullshyt but that shyt always fukking happens. I can count on being alone and being looked down on/antagonized by other people/being loved and supported by a few from a distance. I just seem to suffer alone in silence or around other people where im acting like everything is all cool when its not.
And I know some people are happy at seeing me miserable and shyt. I really am trying not to be a hater but Im just a reflection of the shyt that life has given me.
I wish it was different. I know some people will see me "acting like a victim or feeling sorry for myself" but the same people wouldnt hesitate to try to do me dirty like the a$$holes that made me into the person that I had to be in order to survive and shyt. I dont know and dont give a fukk because Im just tired. Im functioning but suffering too.
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Pardon my crazy, paranoia and narcissism but sometimes I feel like im in a government ran experiment without me even knowing that shyt. Who knows? They probably been watching me since I was a baby with other babies. Probably injected me with some shyt to make me have superhuman or supernatural powers then sending cia operatives to track my progress. Im a real life mutant like XMen. 
just me doing creative writing for some comic book idea yall. This weed got me thinking. I am being watched but by who??
And I believe that VA Tech shooting really was some MK Ultra shyt. I remember seeing the photos of the shooter in a military uniform along with some other people with their eyes looking like
just zombies or like they were possessed.
Be careful. Those Epstein Files confirmed that shyt.
just me doing creative writing for some comic book idea yall. This weed got me thinking. I am being watched but by who??And I believe that VA Tech shooting really was some MK Ultra shyt. I remember seeing the photos of the shooter in a military uniform along with some other people with their eyes looking like
just zombies or like they were possessed.Be careful. Those Epstein Files confirmed that shyt.
