Lurking at this one web forum, I actually see why they say porn fukks some people's minds up. These dudes literally are addicted and so far off to the point that they are irrational and its bad to the point where they actually stalk some of these porn actors or cant understand that porn isn't real. Honestly, Im not a fan of porn like that. I could watch it but honestly, I rather be the one doing it and experiencing it then to watch someone else doing it.

and i dont sleep around/promiscuous. If you know my history well over the past 2 decades, ive been about mastering and understanding my sexual energy. I was doing "no fap" before it was cool way back in high school. To me, theres power in self control and understanding how my body operates especially getting older.
Some functions in my body such as my gut health and digestive process im paying attention to too. Basically Im trying to take care of my health seriously. More than likely, when I finish vaping all this weed up that I have left. I am going to take a long ass break from weed.
With that said, I need some TLC in my life, not THC. I've been using weed to cope with a lot of shyt too damn much. I have an addictive personality where I become compulsive like how ive been buying thongs. I like them but how much thongs do I need? Im basically working on finding out what my issue is. These neuropsychology testing shyt is going to get me the answers I need. And Im going to get an IQ test too