Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

daemonova

hit it, & I didn't go Erykah Badu crazy, #yallmad
Joined
May 20, 2012
Messages
55,066
Reputation
5,878
Daps
89,166
Lurking at this one web forum, I actually see why they say porn fukks some people's minds up. These dudes literally are addicted and so far off to the point that they are irrational and its bad to the point where they actually stalk some of these porn actors or cant understand that porn isn't real. Honestly, Im not a fan of porn like that. I watch from time to time but honestly, I rather be the one doing it and experiencing it then to watch someone else doing it. :yeshrug: and i dont sleep around/am not promiscuous. If you know my history well over the past 2 decades, ive been about mastering and understanding my sexual energy. I was doing "no fap" before it was cool way back in high school. To me, theres power in self control and understanding how my body operates especially getting older.

Some functions in my body such as my gut health and digestive process im paying attention to too. Basically Im trying to take care of my health seriously. More than likely, when I finish vaping all this weed up that I have left. I am going to take a long ass break from weed.

With that said, I need some TLC in my life, not THC. I've been using weed to cope with a lot of shyt too damn much. I have an addictive personality where I become compulsive like how ive been buying thongs. I like them but how much thongs do I need? Im basically working on finding out what my issue is. These neuropsychology testing shyt is going to get me the answers I need. And Im going to get an IQ test too
 

Striving For Greatness

Get Certs or Die Tryin
Joined
Feb 9, 2016
Messages
11,589
Reputation
3,612
Daps
54,327
waked and baked at 4am



images
 

Pazzy

Superstar
Joined
Jun 11, 2012
Messages
32,643
Reputation
-5,643
Daps
51,249
Reppin
NULL
My Saturday sucks and thats my favorite day of the week. Ive been watching a whole lot of animal, animal births, lions, tigers, capybaras recently.. very softening during a time when I feel pissed off, anxious, frustrated, numb and a whole lot of negativity. I have a soft spot for animals. Some more than others. I wouldnt mind having a few cats and let them make a whole litter of babies. But that shyt requires a ton of money. Ive never had any pets in my life. NEVER.
 
Last edited:

Givethanks

Superstar
Joined
Dec 4, 2015
Messages
11,229
Reputation
1,565
Daps
23,331
I feel like I'm the only person who hates when they remake Movies/TV/Games.

Just make some new shyt, continue the story, make side stories or do prequels.
 

ItWasMeThough

All Star
Joined
Jun 15, 2022
Messages
1,438
Reputation
474
Daps
4,752
Reppin
Miami
I texted a family member about something they OWED me and they left me on read. I wonder do they know their “read” receipts are on. They are older so they may not be hip.

I hope they respond so I can be done. Completely done. I hate people with rotten souls. If there is a hell, I’m sure they already have a pre-assigned seat down there.
 

Pazzy

Superstar
Joined
Jun 11, 2012
Messages
32,643
Reputation
-5,643
Daps
51,249
Reppin
NULL
The problem nowadays is people dont get called out, shamed and roasted for their bullshyt anymore and they dont know how to handle it either. They take that shyt to social media, get likes, views and validation instead of getting a hard reality check. Then these fools try to do the same shyt offline because they have an online following or audience that enables them. Honestly sites like Facebook and etc kind of ruined socializing and shyt.

And another thing too. Theres a difference between owning up to your bullshyt as in admitting, owning up to flaws, acknowledging it and putting up any level of effort to manage it which is accountability VS self depreciation which is totally different. Its important to learn the difference. The former indicates security/confidence, the later does not as it comes from self hate. Making fun of yourself or laughing at yourself because you did something funny or silly isnt self depreciation. Nowadays you have way too many people that think someone owning up to their wrongs they have done or admitting a flaw about themselves as self depreciation when its not. Nobody is perfect which is damn point.
 
Last edited:

Pazzy

Superstar
Joined
Jun 11, 2012
Messages
32,643
Reputation
-5,643
Daps
51,249
Reppin
NULL
Dont know who would want to be like that Zyzz guy as if his insecurities with himself didnt ultimately lead to his death.
 
Top