the bold is not a sociopath the red actually is. its not that i don't experience emotions. i've learned to pause in the face of them let them wash over me and then decide without letting them corrupt my thought process.
emotions do not care about what's in your best interest. if you walk in on your cheating wife in the act you might grab a gun and kill them both if you let the anger control you. your emotion has been satisfied your life however has been ruined. did your anger care that you'd likely go to jail for the rest of your life?
i love my uncle but he's a crackhead. if i help him its throwing water down a well so when he asks me for shyt i decline. the love says help someone you care about logic says you can't help this person so leave them be.
Like I said you will probably never understand it. Just know that the world and people aren't as fukked as you think they are, and sometimes emotion and emotional connections can be beneficial.