you not the only one
this applies to million of single people who have friends and family members with boyfriends or girlfriends , husbands and wives and they sitting alone with no one to be with
believe me i been around a ton of single moms and women and in public or at the workplace they put on this strong front they happy to be single, but behind closed doors they breakdown hard.
i had plenty who just broke down rollin the floor when i said i can't continue dating you and man they start saying " i don't want to be alone or i have nobody in my life to share love with "......
you just have to search rather online or hit the streets

Truthfully they be low key desperate, even the pretty ones. If they’re up in age and all their friends are in relationships, they lower their standards