After legit thinking I might die last night, my priorities have shifted a bit. I think I'm gonna game less and just keep my 1080s (and not sell them and get the Titan Ultimates). Maybe that'll change in a week (I never know with myself, being bipolar and shyt....lol). I focus too much attention on tech right now (obviously...

). I'm gonna try to go out and meet more people and shyt. When you're thinking you're about to die, you think about the people in your life. I need more good people in my life.

Having all the latest tech and games and shyt means nothing when you're on your deathbed.
Like Dennis says in "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia," I got this hole in my soul, which Dennis calls the God hole. He goes on to say he doesn't believe in God, so he tries to fill it with p*ssy. I'm agnostic, and I've tried to fill it with tech and shyt. It might be time to try and fill it with more meaningful shyt
Basically, have near death experiences, brehs.
I had a legit one when I was 18 and my left lung collapsed completely and my right lung was threatening to collapse at any second (they had to poke a hole in my side without anesthesia [which, let me tell you, feels terrible; it feels like being stabbed, because...well....you are]). I decided to fill my hole with trying to find the meaning of life. I found that shyt out already through a decade of very intense study (I call it absolute infinity, and have talked about it in great detail in TLR, if any of you are familiar). Maybe I'll fill my hole with good people (pause) and a good girl I can settle down with.