I'm gonna end up in the hospital tonightI feel it.
I got prescribed adderall.
Was hitting them pills, alcohol, and smoking trees.
Had me all
and
Lol.
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Ehhh....I'd say I'm more "just existing" than living life. Nothing makes me happy (it is what it isAye man at least you living life
) I'm on my 2pac "fukk the world" shyt. Hopefully tonight will be fun though
Ehhh....I'd say I'm more "just existing" than living life. Nothing makes me happy (it is what it is
Hopefully tonight will be fun though
More than just existing is the perfect reason to press the lines. I know how you feel in my own way breh. Hope you have fun fam
Thanks, brehMore than just existing is the perfect reason to press the lines. I know how you feel in my own way breh. Hope you have fun fam
I might die tonight (again). I'm going out hard drinking in DC with some friends. <rolls dice on life for the 17th time>. I hope I can enjoy my shyt tomorrow.
*mix very hardcore anti-psychotics and sleeping pills with copious amounts of alcohol brehs*
if you are drinking then don't fukk with the sleeping pills.
that shyt could shut your whole system down.
i don't know much about anti-psychotics but i have a friend who is on lithium and he almost never drinks.
when he does it's only 1 or 2 beers but he is heavy into edibles.
Arcadium would not be the same without you breh
Sleeping pills are like candy for me now. I'm addicted to them, cuz I've taken them for years, so my body is used to them. I can take 10mg of Ambien and stay up all night (while most people would be tripping their balls off). I'm more concerned about the anti-psychotics. I take 40mg of geodon and 400mg of Seroquel. That would make most people a zombie (those are very high doses, especially the Seroquel). My p-doc was like "you're body metabolizes drugs so fast.". Even she was like "how are you standing up right now?". I also take 4mg of Klonopin day, which is a very high dose of anti-anxiety meds. Mixing all that shyt with alcohol is dangerous as shyt. I'll probably just drink, come home at 3, take a nap until 6am and then take my meds. I shouldn't die, but there's always a chance. I may skip out on the sleeping pills though. You're right, that can shut you down forever.if you are drinking then don't fukk with the sleeping pills.
that shyt could shut your whole system down.
i don't know much about anti-psychotics but i have a friend who is on lithium and he almost never drinks.
when he does it's only 1 or 2 beers but he is heavy into edibles.
Arcadium would not be the same without you breh
I'm not trying to die, but if it happens, at least I figured out the secrets of the universe (absolute infinity
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Sleeping pills are like candy for me now. I'm addicted to them, cuz I've taken them for years, so my body is used to them. I can take 10mg of Ambien and stay up all night (while most people would be tripping their balls off). I'm more concerned about the anti-psychotics. I take 40mg of geodon and 400mg of Seroquel. That would make most people a zombie (those are very high doses, especially the Seroquel). My p-doc was like "you're body metabolizes drugs so fast.". Even she was like "how are you standing up right now?". I also take 4mg of Klonopin day, which is a very high dose of anti-anxiety meds. Mixing all that shyt with alcohol is dangerous as shyt. I'll probably just drink, come home at 3, take a nap until 6am and then take my meds. I shouldn't die, but there's always a chance. I may skip out on the sleeping pills though. You're right, that can shut you down forever.
I'm not trying to die, but if it happens, at least I figured out the secrets of the universe (absolule infinity
if you don't mind me asking....what are you diagnosed with?
you come off as a very normal individual in my opinion (this is coming from me so take it with a grain of salt).
btw i was in DC a few weeks ago chilling in Crystal City....it was cool.
Yeah crystal city is cool. I'm Bipolar, clinical depression, and anxiety. The clinical depression is the worst (I constantly think about killing myself), but the bi-polar 1 has me crazy manic a few times a year, so the try to suppress that with the anti-psychotics. It kinda works. Psychiatrists think manic states are worse than depressed states so that's why I'm on these hardcore APs. I'm more prone to terrible depression than mania, but it does happen. P-doc consider maniac individuals "dangerous," so that's why they are attacking it so hard.
I'm on all these national lists, and can't even buy a gun. shyt pisses me off. But, to be honest, it's probably for the best
Well, I'm off. Hopefully, I'll see y'all tomorrow 
If not,
If not,
Yeah crystal city is cool. I'm Bipolar, clinical depression, and anxiety. The clinical depression is the worst (I constantly think about killing myself), but the bi-polar 1 has me crazy manic a few times a year, so the try to suppress that with the anti-psychotics. It kinda works. Psychiatrists think manic states are worse than depressed states so that's why I'm on these hardcore APs. I'm more prone to terrible depression than mania, but it does happen. P-doc consider maniac individuals "dangerous," so that's why they are attacking it so hard.
I'm on all these national lists, and can't even buy a gun. shyt pisses me off. But, to be honest, it's probably for the best
my pops was bi-polar and did not get diagnosed until i was in my late teens / early 20's.
i am convinced that seeing his wild mood swings made me suppress my emotions.
i don't let myself get to happy, sad, angry or excited...this was a point of contention between me and my girl for many years.
when we had an argument, i would never get furious.
when something good happened, i would not jump up and down.
i didn't want to let my emotions control me so i put them in a box and kept it moving.
my mom wanted me to see a shrink because she was concerned about me never being angry....i dunno...people are weird.
I feel like if I let my emotions take over, I do stupid shyt. some of the dumbest shyt I've done was because of a girl
so yeah, most of the time now, I'm just on some whatever shyt
I stopped paying attention to the 'news', cause that shyt just stressed me out. I feel like I'm better off just worrying about shyt that actually directly effects me, and not what some crazy mf's are doing halfway around the world
smoke weed every day
RIP Nate Dogg
I feel like if I let my emotions take over, I do stupid shyt. some of the dumbest shyt I've done was because of a girl
so yeah, most of the time now, I'm just on some whatever shyt
I stopped paying attention to the 'news', cause that shyt just stressed me out. I feel like I'm better off just worrying about shyt that actually directly effects me, and not what some crazy mf's are doing halfway around the world
smoke weed every day
RIP Nate Dogg
RIP Nate Dogg indeed.
why am i getting all emotional and deep in a sub forum about tech?
Tribe Called Quest >>> whatever.
