This cac at work commited suicide

[fkthisgaysite]

IDK if you are trolling or not, but if you are not trolling, all I can say is that you have free will to do what you gotta do.

For me, I don't care how hard life is, I have to persevere! What don't kill me will only make me stronger! No pain, no gain!

I have learned to appreciate what I do have and know that there are many people out there who have it a lot worse, in many ways.

So, I guess if you are really serious about what you said, then you gonna to be decision maker of your own fate.

Hope things work out for you!

No trolling this way.


I'll be ight. I'm not depressed or nothin. I just know what this is and it aint it.

 

[AllHolosEve]

Exactly. This is the reason I'm not having children.

Real question, WHY breh?

My family believes in Legacy. If you don't have anything worth leaving behind your life wasn't worth much.

Like it don't gotta be kids but do you believe in Legacy & your name being carried on?

 

[fkthisgaysite]

I only agree with that if you in pain or on machines & shyt. Nobody should have to suffer. Other than that, you do the best with what you have until the Reaper kisses you.

This shyt ain't always beautiful breh, somebody told you that lied. This shyt is a learning process. I grew up in poverty, nothing was beautiful about that shyt. I grew up, had kids, supported my family in hard times. I raised my nephews. Do that shyt for your nieces. Go out early with a weak ass soul.

I was gon say you missed my point, which you kind of did but it dont matter cuz I understand yours.

Like I said to tha other dude, I'm coo breh. And no one told me nothin. Ion let people "tell" me things when it comes to tha fibers and fabrics of tha universe.

An I said my nieces n mom are tha reasons why I aint doin that shyt.

Suicide is...mane. Its like this: when a person commits suicide, that's basically tha soul's "abort button".

You are not punished for tha action but you will have to still learn tha lessons you failed to learn during your time here.

You will not, however, perish in a never ending fire or whatever tha fukk.

 

[Mr swag]

My boss was close friend with him and they go on weekend hunting trips together, I didn’t interact with him much but the few times we crossed paths he he was a rude a$$hole. Now the details are starting to come out dude got divorced and last night he got a call from his ex wife’s lawyer telling him he had to sell everything and give her half after that he hung him self. Now I hear from someone that hung out with him after work that they saw dude had Grinder on his phone

NOW she gets 100%. He should her

 

[sanityovar8ted]

nikka if it werent for my mom and nieces I'd off myself right now.

I'm cut from a whole different fiber my g. There aint nothin here for me fr.

Brain is is tha prison for tha mind while tha body is prison for your soul.

But we are told all this is beautiful.

Well Yaldaboath's fakkit ass created beauty.

If u need sumbody 2 talk 2 my inbox is open and I don't judge or discuss. I have attempted suicide multiple times in the past and somehow I always survived. One time I didn't go through with it cuz I didn't want my kids 2 find me n scar them for life and I really tried many times but I guess it wasn't meant for me 2 die. I did some horrible things 2 myself. I used 2 plan them out well and the last time I said after my daughter graduated high school I was gone do it again cuz I'm tired of being here. U need 2 talk 2 sumbody.

 

[Silver Surfer]

Pretty sure you made this story up

 

[fkthisgaysite]

If u need sumbody 2 talk 2 my inbox is open and I don't judge or discuss. I have attempted suicide multiple times in the past and somehow I always survived. One time I didn't go through with it cuz I didn't want my kids 2 find me n scar them for life and I really tried many times but I guess it wasn't meant for me 2 die. I did some horrible things 2 myself. I used 2 plan them out well and the last time I said after my daughter graduated high school I was gone do it again cuz I'm tired of being here. U need 2 talk 2 sumbody.

The issues with talkin to people is dont nobody want to talk about what I want to talk about or even understands it.

Mane I be tryin to put my brothers an sisters on tha shyt I be on but they not hearing it. I be on that Bobby Hemmit an Bro Panic tip. But for whatever reason, Black people dont want to hear they are Gods. Or that we invented everything. Or that we are tha first...tha strongest...tha most connected.

They
Dont
Want
To
Hear
It

So i talk to people online...but they know more than me so tha convo aint stimulating for them.

I "need" a group of like-minded individuals to discuss tha shyt I want to discuss wit...and have us all learn and progress together. Or at tha very least something to push my own mind even further.

 

[str8up]

Real question, WHY breh?

My family believes in Legacy. If you don't have anything worth leaving behind your life wasn't worth much.

Like it don't gotta be kids but do you believe in Legacy & your name being carried on?

Not really, in like 3 generations I'll be forgotten about. I used to care about it until I realized it's kind of pointless, especially on a small scale. It'd be cool if I had some sort of legacy that would benefit humanity for a long time but that's not something that's going to happen. And if then, it'd all be forgotten still eventually. On a cosmic time scale we're not even noticeable.

I can't bring a child into the world knowing that I can't provide them a life that is substantially better than mine. Add that to the fact we're in the middle of a mass extinction event and shyt is only getting worse, I wouldn't feel right about that.

But there are people out there who would still have children even if they knew the world was going to end in 5 years. People are selfish, thinking about what they want. Not what their child would want out of life. I mean a lot of this is just superficial, you're not born thinking you'll have a legacy or a lot of other shyt like that, it's just being influenced by people around you and what we think is important.

 

[AllHolosEve]

I was gon say you missed my point, which you kind of did but it dont matter cuz I understand yours.

Like I said to tha other dude, I'm coo breh. And no one told me nothin. Ion let people "tell" me things when it comes to tha fibers and fabrics of tha universe.

An I said my nieces n mom are tha reasons why I aint doin that shyt.

Suicide is...mane. Its like this: when a person commits suicide, that's basically tha soul's "abort button".

You are not punished for tha action but you will have to still learn tha lessons you failed to learn during your time here.

You will not, however, perish in a never ending fire or whatever tha fukk.

Nah, I get you, just meant keep that motivation. I'm not a Bible thumper but I believe the action is punishable. Your soul is weak from not enduring life.

I know neither of us can really prove it, it's just our beliefs.

 

[sanityovar8ted]

The issues with talkin to people is dont nobody want to talk about what I want to talk about or even understands it.

Mane I be tryin to put my brothers an sisters on tha shyt I be on but they not hearing it. I be on that Bobby Hemmit an Bro Panic tip. But for whatever reason, Black people dont want to hear they are Gods. Or that we invented everything. Or that we are tha first...tha strongest...tha most connected.

They
Dont
Want
To
Hear
It

So i talk to people online...but they know more than me so tha convo aint stimulating for them.

I "need" a group of like-minded individuals to discuss tha shyt I want to discuss wiit...and have us all learn and progress together. Or at tha very least something to push my own mind even further.

I don't know nuthin about that but I'm willing 2 listen to u talk without saying anything. Imma good listener.

 

[fkthisgaysite]

Nah, I get you, just meant keep that motivation. I'm not a Bible thumper but I believe the action is punishable. Your soul is weak from not enduring life.

I know neither of us can really prove it, it's just our beliefs.

Yea...it was actually me misunderstanding the entire time, even in that reply. my fault.

I get what you sayin for real now.

I wish I could put into words my reply but my uncle said when I have issues explainin sum serious like this, it aint meant to be explained.

Do know you can find tha answers to any question like this within yourself. By that I mean contemplate...seriously ask yourself what happens when you die...and you will see your mind literally draw conclusions.

I did this when I was younger cuz I was scared. Low and behold most of tha shyt that came across my mind ended up being true, now that I'm older and study this daily with an adult mind.

 

[fkthisgaysite]

I don't know nuthin about that but I'm willing 2 listen to u talk without saying anything. Imma good listener.

Well I highly suggest you find out about it all. You are Black. Learn about yourself...you will see why I am telling you to do so. Just...go listen to some Bobby Hemmit, Phil Valentine, Delbert Blair, Asaru Elim El Bey and Brother Panic. There are many more powerful brothers out there but those are great men right there.

Young Pharoah is ight...I only give him a shot cuz we around tha same age...so its coo to get a perspective from my age group.

I would be more than delighted to PM you and vent but I got homies that dont mind listening to my metaphysical babble every now and then.

They be tryin to understand...they be tryin. Lol

They not foolin me with that "Y-yea..." Either. I know yall gooftroops didnt understand a single word of what I said.

 

[Ziggiy]

Well hombre most likely has his own life and family to look after and could've been at a much worst predicament at his home/ancestral country. That's why he prob said that because when you have an entire coutry built around for your success, then it makes no sense for a white male to commit suicide. Just less competition to worry about. Its about less being a bigoted person and more about being weak and the inability to grind it out like a lot of black people and even hombre's people have to endure.

Exactly.

Hard to have empathy for people whose entire successes are built on the blood, sweat, and sacrifices of your ancestors. I rarely feel any empathy for white people on the whole. All i can think about when I hear about a white person committing that is Philando Castille, Oscar Grant, Trayvonn Martin, Terence Crutcher, Botham Jean, Amadou Diallo, Tamir Rice, Jemel Roberson, Akai Gurley and how THEIR lives were taken simply because of the color of their fukking skin

 

[AllHolosEve]

Not really, in like 3 generations I'll be forgotten about. I used to care about it until I realized it's kind of pointless, especially on a small scale. It'd be cool if I had some sort of legacy that would benefit humanity for a long time but that's not something that's going to happen. And if then, it'd all be forgotten still eventually. On a cosmic time scale we're not even noticeable.

I can't bring a child into the world knowing that I can't provide them a life that is substantially better than mine. Add that to the fact we're in the middle of a mass extinction event and shyt is only getting worse, I wouldn't feel right about that.

But there are people out there who would still have children even if they knew the world was going to end in 5 years. People are selfish, thinking about what they want. Not what their child would want out of life. I mean a lot of this is just superficial, you're not born thinking you'll have a legacy or a lot of other shyt like that, it's just being influenced by people around you and what we think is important.

I got you. I just think differently. I don't give a fukk about the cosmic scale. That won't matter until I die. I have 2 grandbabies, my daughter just graduated, I raised my nephews, I help my mother. 3 generations ain't shyt to me, my name will still be known. Not even my name, I refused to make my son a Jr so he'd have his own name.

I go by the serenity prayer. fukk the cosmos, I wanna enjoy the shyt I can in my finite time here. Watching my granddaughter start walking is better than most things.

 

[Peter Popoff]

Folks that commit suicide..wanting to end your life is cool..but why not go out doing something RAW and helpful like..researching volcanoes or MT Everest research? night time Jaguar stalking in africa..shyt idk

That's what I wanna do.