every once in a while, a good girl will show genuine interest in me and I just can't do it even if they're physically attractive.
I'm sure that says a lot about how I think of myself psychologically, but I don't want to ruin these girls and I know I would, because that's what USUALLY happens
ie. My psychologist recently passed away, and me and a group of his clients have been making sure his GF is doing okay. I'm the only male in this group. Ive been socializing and being good about not using my dikk given the circumstances. She is a very wholesome girl from Africa.
The GF is alone and inside most of the time and she has invited me over, but I put it off until another time because I don't want to create those conditions to slip up and somehow fall in her puzzy. I want her to fully grieve and not ruin her and make this shyt worse for her and myself in this new friend group for once. I have to put up boundaries because I know myself
. I've been calling her to check in with her and give support though.
I'm sure that says a lot about how I think of myself psychologically, but I don't want to ruin these girls and I know I would, because that's what USUALLY happens

ie. My psychologist recently passed away, and me and a group of his clients have been making sure his GF is doing okay. I'm the only male in this group. Ive been socializing and being good about not using my dikk given the circumstances. She is a very wholesome girl from Africa.
The GF is alone and inside most of the time and she has invited me over, but I put it off until another time because I don't want to create those conditions to slip up and somehow fall in her puzzy. I want her to fully grieve and not ruin her and make this shyt worse for her and myself in this new friend group for once. I have to put up boundaries because I know myself
