I was teased about my looks because i look vastly different than the other school kids (mostly white kids) which led me to feel less than. As i i got older I felt like I wasn't anything special and tried to conform to whatever was poppin so I could end up a generic clone to hopefully squeak by in terms of attractiveness. Also I didn't know what were signs that female was interested in me so I just floated through space assuming i was average at best. I mentioned to
@Donovan Gumby I had skin color issues with a real life account of me talking to a girl in high school saying that I stayed out of the sun to get lighter and her saying oh yea I can tell