I just took some edu.x courses and I couldn't hack it after 2 hours of studying a day for a couple months . I tried doing the assignments after practicing and I still couldn't make Huffman trees correctly or add up complementary bits. And I was just going to fall behind so there was no point in continuing when I can't grasp the basics then try yo learn more on top of that.
Honestly, I think the reason is that my math skills are really bad because a lot of the time the assignments want you to understand something that isn't explicitly taught, and that drives me insane.
So I've been thinking about just starting math over from square one, but there's also the doubt that I'm just not that good at math and that I shouldn't be wasting my time with it. I remember in school those kids who were naturally talented, I mean I 've seen guys solve week long math assignments in 10 minutes with my own two eyes, or students who could do calculus homework during a lunch break while it'd take me hours to finish the same aassignment. guys who can rationalize answers to IQ tests where I just see numbers without a relationship.
And I know it's not a race thing either because I've know black people with that natural talent for math. I just understand the whole idea that anyone can do what they want if they put their mind to it is a lie sold to people so that they can cope with their deficiencies
I'd like to do a trade if it doesn't work out, but my mom won't let me, which is a considerable obstacle because she just wants me to code but she doesn't understand that I have to pass math heavy classes to get a CS degree, I can't just graduate through coding ability.
I'm not looking for pity, just wanted opinions outside of my conscious.
Honestly, I think the reason is that my math skills are really bad because a lot of the time the assignments want you to understand something that isn't explicitly taught, and that drives me insane.
So I've been thinking about just starting math over from square one, but there's also the doubt that I'm just not that good at math and that I shouldn't be wasting my time with it. I remember in school those kids who were naturally talented, I mean I 've seen guys solve week long math assignments in 10 minutes with my own two eyes, or students who could do calculus homework during a lunch break while it'd take me hours to finish the same aassignment. guys who can rationalize answers to IQ tests where I just see numbers without a relationship.
And I know it's not a race thing either because I've know black people with that natural talent for math. I just understand the whole idea that anyone can do what they want if they put their mind to it is a lie sold to people so that they can cope with their deficiencies
I'd like to do a trade if it doesn't work out, but my mom won't let me, which is a considerable obstacle because she just wants me to code but she doesn't understand that I have to pass math heavy classes to get a CS degree, I can't just graduate through coding ability.
I'm not looking for pity, just wanted opinions outside of my conscious.
