Nintendough
#Kliq
I always feel like i'm falling short of my potential 
I'm broke
I just want a hug

I'm broke

I just want a hug




It's just the endless obligation of it all. Sharing everything, having to compromise on things that I don't want to compromise on, all the talking, having to entertain her and shyt, having to "emotionally support her" when she cries and all that nonsense. You know, relationship stuff. If she lived in another city, I'd probably marry her.
Construction Job is killing me
and I haven't had raw sex in 2 years![]()

Thinking about my future...living with my girl, getting engaged, marriage, kids, etc....overwhelms the fukk out of me sometimes.
Real Estate market - If it tanks, I might have to commit that.
My grandma has early alzheimer's :sadcam

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. I think Investment Management is more for me but still... The job prospects at this school are that much better and so are the starting salaries so I think Ima have to jump ship. I mean peep these statistics and tell me that if I get in I'd be a fool not to go...

vent in here


In love with the music and the video production and creativity in general, Im finally gunning for my potential, I feel im in the right lane, but the deeper I get into it. People in my life just becoming distractions.
Particulary my shorty, she too fukking co-dependant, chick is like a fukking baby. Cant spend a day by herself, always wants to come by my crib and practically live with me. If this chick dont get her act together imma end up breaking up with her. Im still a young nikka, I got my own goals, I aint here to carry two people on my fukkin back.
Can't stop smoking weed. Keep tellin myself I need to stop, but when i actually try I can't find the motivation/a reason to quit. Having conversations with myself like "alright imo quit, this my last blunt"![]()
then I think about it and tell myself"well you got a degree and a job, why quit"
"fukk it roll up another one".
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, but man that ganja just keeps calling a nikka...