What do you do when you're sick and tired of being sick and tired but know suicide is not the answer?

[GreenGhxst]

Count my blessings

 

[god shamgod]

You need anger management 1st & the things you’re whining about petty af. Shut your crybaby hoe ass up

 

[Fiji Water]

And thats supposed to stop the torturing in dreams?

Nutrition and sleep go a long way, ngl

 

[Ghost Utmost]

Hobby

Get one ASAP

There is no purpose for life. Which means you can assign your own meaning.

And you must decide on some kind of goal or purpose because otherwise you end up like.. OP is ending up.

 

[Tunez]

Liquid water enhancer


Stop wasting your money on that


When I'm angry I hurt myself

 

[Da_Eggman]

Listen bro dedicate yourself do the gym and self improvement

You live for yourself fukk everything else you are whats matters most remember that

 

[Robbie3000]

Breh, seek therapy. We can’t help you here. But keep this number just in case, This is the link to the suicide prevention website. Home

 

[Rozay Oro]

Please seek therapy and a hobby or the gym.

And before you respond unless you've had dreams that feel 100% where you being tortured by demons for hours to the same Jewish song for hours your pain is NOT the same respectfully. I

You’re literally haunted in your dreams?

 

[ndthentherewasx]

Just put a squirt of that liquid water enhancer in my water and when I went to shake it up the cap wasn't tight on it enough so some flew out so i just pour the whole thing on my rug

I'm sorry man but


Have fun with it

Everything

 

[thashiek]

From experience, forgive yourself and take whatever time you need to figure out why you're actually mad. And if that doesn't work, do it again. You might have a problem that simply can't be solved. I had a whole suicide plan that I just barely dodged executing because I can't go out that way so I hear you.

Also from experience, I agree with this.

Forgiveness and finding a way to love yourself. fukk how corny it sounds. Loving yourself and how you move and think is paramount.

I've hit rock bottom at least 3 times (each time I thought I hit rock bottom, life said nah folk, it can get worse... lemme show you) , dealt with the kind of grief, circumstances, mistakes and loss that people don't even want to hear about, because it brings their mood down. So what helps, finding yourself and loving what you find. Realizing you aren't that bad or too late for just about anything. I've mentioned before here, defeating the man in the mirror is the first step to freedom and happiness. Perspective can change the shyttiest of circumstances, but it takes discipline and you absolutely can learn that kind of discipline.

I'm 36, my first born came last month. I'm getting married next month. My career is trending up. But I had to go through MAJOR strife and many days of suicidal ideation to get here. Don't be afraid of what someone may say or think... wholly irrelevant. Trying to be a part of the rat race that is American society? Don't. Find your own lane and your own peace.

I wish you the best and if you need a more personal outlet, message me. I always offer that when I see threads like this.



I say all this and intentionally show vulnerabilty to strangers to prove a point. YOU matter, not the opinions of others. Remember that and find solace in it.

 

[FromStLouis]

Get your blood tested, correcting some deficiencies could help to put you in a better mood.

 

[The Prince of All Saiyans]

Also from experience, I agree with this.

Forgiveness and finding a way to love yourself. fukk how corny it sounds. Loving yourself and how you move and think is paramount.

I've hit rock bottom at least 3 times (each time I thought I hit rock bottom, life said nah folk, it can get worse... lemme show you) , dealt with the kind of grief, circumstances, mistakes and loss that people don't even want to hear about, because it brings their mood down. So what helps, finding yourself and loving what you find. Realizing you aren't that bad or too late for just about anything. I've mentioned before here, defeating the man in the mirror is the first step to freedom and happiness. Perspective can change the shyttiest of circumstances, but it takes discipline and you absolutely can learn that kind of discipline.

I'm 36, my first born came last month. I'm getting married next month. My career is trending up. But I had to go through MAJOR strife and many days of suicidal ideation to get here. Don't be afraid of what someone may say or think... wholly irrelevant. Trying to be a part of the rat race that is American society? Don't. Find your own lane and your own peace.

I wish you the best and if you need a more personal outlet, message me. I always offer that when I see threads like this.



I say all this and intentionally show vulnerabilty to strangers to prove a point. YOU matter, not the opinions of others. Remember that and find solace in it.

Congrats on the first born

 

[DJ Paul's Arm]

Sounds like you need to hit the gym, get some coochie and strive to become 2pac in a bidness suit.

 

[LOOPY]

*weed and shrooms

*weed and shrooms

*blow sum b4 u blow sum

£

 

[Complexion]

If god is love which is there all this hate in the air huh?

Welcome to the beginnings of a spiritual awakening. Its like the filters that used to act like internal opiates and let the trash of life be taken with a grin fall away and suddenly you see it, raw & uncut, and the picture is horrifying. A side effect of this process is every other thing you suppressed or tried hard to forget comes swimming into awareness as well. This then builds up into a pressure that manifests as small day to day annoyances becoming unbearable as well as more irritatingly frequent (as evidenced by what you said).

Want a solution?

Go outside and lay on the ground with as much skin to Earth contact as possible, preferably on a nice day. Don't do anything, just breathe. Feel into your awareness and when thoughts of tension/events pop up just let them go. The aim is to witness them without falling into them and prolonging them. Its a process of letting go. Some people say they literally feel their bad thoughts/feelings draining out of their body into the Earth, others aren't aware of this occurring but report a lightness afterwards. Either way its cumulative so try and make it a daily habit until you've gained equilibrium.

The things you find irritating outside have their origin within so next time something comes up instead of flying off the handle and venting, close your eyes, center and ask yourself "What do I need to know?" or "What am I not seeing?" as you let your mind bring up a random image. Think about what it says, the emotional link and resonance, acknowledge it, then let it go. Notice how you're feeling now.

You've spent a lifetime ignoring your inner child. Its now managed to get your attention and is acting out as a) a type of revenge for being shelved for so long and b) you haven't shown him any other form of communication. Doing the above will remedy that. Also get a notepad and fill it with your frustrations and observations whilst writing only in red ink.

We are in what I call the Game of Souls. Its got very good graphics, is very seductive and the current stage is designed to not only foster but reward ignorance. The truth is its large chunks of hell wrapped in gift paper from heaven. People accept the surface without looking within because if they did they'd suddenly have a lot more questions about this carbon based experience and the nature of existence. This is precisely why escapism is such a popular pastime because people are truly strangers to themselves and most wouldn't have it any other way. You may like to read the following:

An Attitude of Gratitude

An attitude of gratitude defines your latitude because it shifts the way you decode signals coming in and from these you weave your script and the experience it builds. What I mean is that in your …

willhelp.me

What I mean is that in your expanded state your awareness processes at a rate of twenty million bits per second. Contrast that to the 40 bits you’re aware you’re aware of and you’ll bump head first into the filtering and why its in your best interests to control what you can to influence what you can’t because only then can you say you’re playing your part. Ever noticed when your friend gets a new car you see it everywhere whereas before the same type and model was invisible? Thats the same process in full effect

The Difference Between a Hero and a Coward

Nobody is born phenomenal, we don’t start at the peak. Its a point that we meet after years of endurance, tests and often life getting the best of us in these attacks. Sometimes they come on all fr…

willhelp.me

The only friend and enemy that ever exists is the one inside your head because unless you tame this beast he will make you his bish and run your existence from now till the end and even then beyond because you’ll be conditioned by the words which come from you at your worst, influenced as you were by all the hurt and the taunts, the jeers and scorns which the world heaps on all who are born into this beleaguered Game of Souls, with its heart is long cold and it wants the same for your Soul. To eradicate the glow so it can sell you a show in which the story of your life is written with anothers pen. Tell me that doesn’t sound like two steps from hell? Then take a look at your life and tell me if there’s a difference?

An Introduction to the Game of Souls

Achievement or fulfillment. If you could only have one, which one would you pick? Stop and see the spell, then tell me what you think: Achieve or fulfill? Can you feel it yet? Well “ment&#822…

willhelp.me

Sounds like you need to hit the gym, get some coochie and strive to become 2pac in a bidness suit.

Anyone who lives by this credo will generally be a happy man surrounded by even happier women. Take the best of both, blend it with balance and authenticity and its a win/win cos so few can manage being real and responsible (aka genuinely powerful).

Make sure you regulate the Hennessy and enemies though. Better yet switch em out for Tai Chiiiiiiiiii and philsopheeeeeeeeez