Accept the fact that I can't changed anything but live for the moment that will soon bring better days. Trouble doesn't last for long and I am a testament to that. Story time....
I am currently in a shelter with my wife and son. This is my last week here and thankfully the funds are popping by the end of the week. Throughout this time of being in this place I realize that I had such a blessed time and did not realize it until it was all gone. I neglect the realization that folks in the various hotels we were living in were more helpful than our own families. Hell, the people in this shelter were more helpful than the fukking so called friends and family. Then it dawned on me, my family means so much to me that I could never forsake them through thick and thin.
I been in a downward spiral these past few years of pursuing a dream. I made sacrifices, understand that folks are not what they claimed to be, and underestimate my own strength. Overall, I have grown to accept the things I cannot change and got a bit of peace through this dark period of my life.
Now, it boils down to what you going to do about your dark situation. Are you going to keep on trying to end your life or use that same energy in just keep on trucking and understanding that things will get better. Its just a matter of time and patience, which even I struggle with.