
hm... either
first love died (along with some other friends), nobody gave a shyt and had nobody to talk to about it. Tried to OD on a bunch of pills, family left me laying in the bed for 3 days. dark ass time. Had to eat it and deal.
OR
Lost job, so-called best friend broke the lease and bounced leaving me 1,200 in the hole, other so-called friends decided they couldn't help all of the sudden and started pretty much shunning me and ignoring my calls and visits after I had taken them in and helped their asses plenty of times, girlfriend decided I couldn't stay with her after she had showed up on my doorstep with a 6 month old after her folks put her out on the street years prior and I took them in and worked two jobs to support they asses. Wound up moving back to Da Souf.
Its a sobering experience learning just how much people actually care about you.
edit:

THEN she dumped me and married married somebody else after I hit rock bottom! Thank you for the support! fukk all y'all!
