What has been the hardest event/time of your life?

[Poitier]

lol this is why nikkas should not post in threads made for women fishing for daps

 

[JasonSJackson]

Another long ass wall of text filled with shytty grammar, huh?

I was born in October of 1994 and we got evicted in January meaning this was going on several months before that.

So go on and do the math and tell me how old I was in January 2011.

lol....nikka mother prolly out in houston sippin lean and turning tricks and her pathetic ass son couldnt care less.........

smh......

good job

 

[Illuminatos]

lol....nikka mother prolly out in houston sippin lean and turning tricks and her pathetic ass son couldnt care less.........

smh......

good job

Yeah, that's what I thought. Welcome to my ignore list fakkit.

 

[JasonSJackson]

Yeah, that's what I thought. Welcome to my ignore list clown.

lol

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

lol this is why nikkas should not post in threads made for women fishing for daps

But I thought that was what a message board was for... to talk about whatever the fukk we want

 

[Illuminatos]

Damn dude went in. Honestly I been there though but at an older age and I supported myself and 3 other grown people for a few years... It sucked the soul right out of me... but I'd do it again. I'd never let my mom be out on the streets breh EVER. That being said it might've been a lil different for this dude because he had people to fall back on and so did his mother. With my family it was just us so I had to step up to the plate... but age shouldn't ever be an excuse publix was hiring and could've put money in a young nikka pocket. I'm not here to judge though.

Lol he didn't go in on shyt. Trust me there's way more to this story than I posted on here. If I would have known we were running low on rent then I would have done something. But like I said she does things her way but just know she could have avoided the entire situation which is why I don't have any sympathy.

Lol but of course I'm the "p*ssy ass fukkboy fakkit" who disrespects his mom so it's whatever.

lol this is why nikkas should not post in threads made for women fishing for daps

Lol that clown has been on my dikk for a while now. If it wasn't in this thread it would have been another.

 

[Chesirecatdaddy]

Lol he didn't go in on shyt. Trust me there's way more to this story than I posted on here. If I would have known we were running low on rent then I would have done something. But like I said she does things her way but just know she could have avoided the entire situation which is why I don't have any sympathy.

Lol but of course I'm the "p*ssy ass fukkboy fakkit" who disrespects his mom so it's whatever.



Lol that clown has been on my dikk for a while now. If it wasn't in this thread it would have been another.

I get you.. of course there's more to the story. Did you and her never really get along? I just don't understand the whole not being sympathetic shyt though. I understand that she failed at being a breadwinner, but not ever one is built like that. So you were disappointed that you were put in that situation? Just curious.

For me it was a series of bad decisions on my part and my family's part that led me to being the breadwinner for an entire group of people. Add that to the fact that it was when the recession finally kicked in full swing it was a recipe for disaster. I was making a lot of money but it was all disappearing into trying to stay afloat... Lord knows how we even made it to this point now.. All I know is that I felt like I lost 3-4 years of my life but If I thought i was strong then.. I'm even stronger now. Like I said though I'd do that shyt again that's my family. Little mistakes should not turn your feelings off for them completely unless she's been affecting your life in a negative way since forever then i can definitely understand.

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

I didn't start this wanting attention or pity, but I know people go through some really f'd up times in their life. Sometimes it feels like it won't ever get better..... in my experience it does. It's been 7 months since the last portion ended, and I feel stronger and happier than ever.

October 2011- Divorce
Christmas 2011- Mom died
September 2012- Grandpa (raised me, was my entire world) died
January 2013- Got laid off

I was unemployed for 3 long months, then finally found the amazing job that I have now.

There have been some messed up times in my life, but those 2 years drained me.

 

[BillCosbyAteMyHomework]

keep reading. more tears to shed!

 

[havoc]

You should see her Idk if that's all that Gainsville FL had to offer but goddamn....

I stay at Gainesville and there is a lot of fat, flabby, and sick folks over here Young girls looking like they are 40 years old with obese bodies Your brother screw himself up; If he wanted to get with a pretty lady, he should have hunt for some women in UF. There are a lot of fine young ladies from out of town He could have eaten good rather than dealing with the white trash he is messing with ..

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

Parents divorced, my father was forced away.
Didn't see my Dad for a year straight, then he died (committed suicide) a year later.
First love/boyfriend murdered.
Moms going into a coma while I was abroad.

 

[Paradime]

I was born with what they call an intussusception, my large intestine was telescoping into my small intestine, meaning I was basically shytting out my intestines when I was a baby. So I got a big ass scar next to my belly button where I had 3 surgeries. 1 for the intussusception, 1 for my appendix, and 1 for polyps on my stomach lining which wasn't supposed to be there.

I went to the hospital on christmas when I was 12 because I woke up with a heavy pain in my stomach. My stomach shut down and I was breathing so fast and so hard I couldn't feel my body anymore, I was hyperventilating and my heartrate was so fast I had to be put on an iv-pump. The pain went in tides, each time it hurt worse than the last and I couldn't even think straight it felt like I was dying. They gave me a button and told me to push it whenever I felt pain. They had morphine in this bigass bag next to me, I was pushin it every 5 minutes.

So my ass was knocked out. I woke up with an n-g tube goin through my nose down my throat into my stomach. I had a migraine from the painkillers and blood was being pumped out from my stomach. I couldn't eat anything except dry ice.

It happened again 4 times in the span of 7 years, and I started smoking. Smoking helps relax my whole body so that my intestines don't get caught on the scar tissue in my stomach. The last time it happened they ran so many tests that I'm stuck with a $10,000 bill on my name.

I tried working at mcdonalds, I quit. I got paid huge amounts of money as an apprentice electrician started in NC and traveled the east coast working on Marriott hotels, but the food and hotel bills along with buying equipment added up and I was scratchin money off nothing. So I quit because my boss kept yellin in my face about how he doesn't like me.I ain't gonna stick with a job like that

I went to see my dad a couple months ago. Found out he's actually a schizoaffective psychopath and he looked nothin like when I was real little when I didn't see him anymore. All he does is talk to himself all day and he is so tired from that he can only sleep. Not gonna lie that hit me really hard, but I'm tryna get him motivated.

I was homeless for about a month cause I was so out of my fukking mind I decided I was a burden to everyone around me and then came back to live with my mom.

So now I'm tryna get into college off my strong writing skills, write a 25 page essay on why they should accept me.

I'm just doin what I can with what I got. I gotta wait til January so for now I ain't doin' shyt and I'm gettin' anxious. Really just focusing on me. Y'all in here bein strong an shyt. I may not be sellin bricks, hustlin in street life, but damn it's all I can do out where no one else lives in this backwoods country area.

Keep doin what you wanna do, brehs.

 

[Illuminatos]

I get you.. of course there's more to the story. Did you and her never really get along? I just don't understand the whole not being sympathetic shyt though. I understand that she failed at being a breadwinner, but not ever one is built like that. So you were disappointed that you were put in that situation? Just curious.

For me it was a series of bad decisions on my part and my family's part that led me to being the breadwinner for an entire group of people. Add that to the fact that it was when the recession finally kicked in full swing it was a recipe for disaster. I was making a lot of money but it was all disappearing into trying to stay afloat... Lord knows how we even made it to this point now.. All I know is that I felt like I lost 3-4 years of my life but If I thought i was strong then.. I'm even stronger now. Like I said though I'd do that shyt again that's my family. Little mistakes should not turn your feelings off for them completely unless she's been affecting your life in a negative way since forever then i can definitely understand.

She was one of those extra religious (she used to do and say shyt that would have me scared to go to bed at night ) type people so as I started to get older I started to break away from the whole religious thinking. So as I got older we would bump heads more and more and leading up to the eviction it got very intense.

I was disappointed in her because of previous actions. She would sometimes refuse to pay bills because "God would find a way to pay them for her" and every time the consequences came from not paying the bills she would spew the "I leave it God's hands" bullshyt.

The months leading up to the eviction she was telling me and my siblings that we were getting ready to move into a new house. She had us packing boxes and driving us around neighborhoods looking at houses thinking we were moving into a new house. She fed us that bullshyt lie for months when she knew the rent wasn't being paid and knew we were getting evicted. And the entire time she refused to tell anybody and ask them for help because she actually thought God was going to bless her with a house. This is why I stay far away from religious people that aren't in my family and don't fukk with them on any level past simple conversations. Nah, I'm good over here.


God I get mad just typing this shyt out.

 

[nahbruhman]

I walk in my wife being dikked down by another bruh, bruh

 

[havoc]

In 2009, I lost my car and my apartment because the contractor that I used to work for owe me a month worth of back pay. I wasn't able to make a lawsuit because by the time I was able to afford a lawyer the business was closed Few weeks later, me and my girl broke up. After that, I couldn't find a full-time job. In addition, my license was tainted with 8 points. I miss out on a lot of job offers because of my poor driving record. I went back to family home , but I had to sleep on the couch.

In 2010, I had my heartbroken , and went through a mental phase of depression. I didn't know what to do with myself with anymore.

In 2011, things got better , I finally got a full-time job, but 11 months later, the owner shut the business down because he was always in the red. I was unemploy but barely survive off the petty check I was getting in every two week period.

In 2012, I finally went back to school, and working on pursuing an associate degree in computer network and a few certification, and My life has humble me a lot. There is more to share with you folks , but right now I don't want to get caught up in depression mode and cried all night while typing about my struggles ..