What is the absolute worst/depressing year you've had?

TheBeigeBomber

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2012. i had dropped out of school year before in 2011. got arrested for gbh i was 16. thought i was going to prison. deepest depression of my life.

but tbh every year since 2011 has been so full of Ls its ridiculous.
 

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Got arrested for the first time in Jan
Worked at a fast food restaurant. But I quit the same day :yeshrug:


When I finally got a decent job I had to quit.

Haven't made any money since August :to:
 

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2007..it was a year of transition and it was not fun at all..a relationship gone bad; worked a job with days/hours i hated, first time i noticed my metabolism starting to slow, money being tight
 

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2010.

My last year of college. The girlfriend I lost my card to was raped while we were together and I didn't find out until she stopped in the middle of sex after we broke up and let me know. "Remember those bruises I had on my back that week in February???"

She left me to hook up with some 18 year old. My dad's Alzheimer's got bad, and my mother was dealing with his aggressive spells. I took a job at Office Max even though I had my bachelors degree and started drinking, heavy. I was catching daily L's and had ZERO to look forward to.

The year ended with three deaths: my last 2 grandparents and my favorite uncle, all in 32 days. Had me embarrassed to keep asking off work cause I knew they'd think I was making the shyt up.

Motivated me to go to join Big Brothers/big Sisters, get in grad school (to be a mental health therapist), and hit the club when 2011 hit..had to start fishin for them 21 year olds again.

2010 was like some CW teen drama, brehs....I swear.
 

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2012-2014 was a rough time for me. I was unemployed at various points and then when I did get a full time, it became the most life draining thing I've dealt with. I also got out of an abusive relationship in 2012 and generally struggled with my self-esteem. I turned 26 in December and that and 2015 has been good so far.
 

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Last year:
Had to put over $1500 into my car for constant repairs
Got laid off by my job
Constant job rejections afterwards for seven months
Chic that I was dealing with played me for $200 (she was a hoe any way so charged it to the game)
Have some small medical issues but cannot see the doctor to check them out because insurance is too fukking expensive
Finally got a temp gig in December but it only for half of what I was making, across town from where I live and I have to pay for parking everyday

So far 2015 has been better. The Buckeyes won the national championship (:smugdraper::lawd:), got some cash come in and had an interview that within my field last Tuesday. Also, i'm starting to see some gains from the gym. Whatever bullshyt that happens in your life you just have to keep it moving and stay positive. Nothing last forever.
 

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Hmmmm what to pick what to pick, out of 05/06 08/09 or 13/14...
 

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This years is starting off pretty shyt, 5 nikkas I knew died this month.
I've been failing tremendously at my nofap and working out goals.
My finances have been very lacking, hustles went bad in December but i had savings, ran through though savings and came into 2015 on my dikk.

Waiting for the bounce back though, I know it's gonna come.
 

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This years is starting off pretty shyt, 5 nikkas I knew died this month.
I've been failing tremendously at my nofap and working out goals.
My finances have been very lacking, hustles went bad in December but i had savings, ran through though savings and came into 2015 on my dikk.

Waiting for the bounce back though, I know it's gonna come.

I feel like idle hands and boredom causes shyt like this

in terms of getting in the gym you have to find a way to self motivate yourself, sometimes all it take is to look at athletes or bodybuilders physique which will trigger the "fukk I look like shyt man :to: " feelings
 

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2010 and 2014.

they could have been a lot worse though but they were pretty shytty for me.

BUT im the type of person to use negativity as motivation, and im pretty hard-headed which actually helps :yeshrug:

2015 has started off on both a good and bad note so far.
 

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I feel like idle hands and boredom causes shyt like this

in terms of getting in the gym you have to find a way to self motivate yourself, sometimes all it take is to look at athletes or bodybuilders physique which will trigger the "fukk I look like shyt man :to: " feelings
Yea I know, I was on my shyt last year.
Feel like my money being good kinda fed into it though.
 

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Hmm my last year in university. I just wanted to get out. Hated the school, the program, the city I was living in, etc.
 
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