Not knowing who I am at times and I get the gynecomastia thing breh I have a mild case, but getting a procedure done for it next year because I want to do alt modeling on the side.
My employee disclosed this to me a few months back... and before he mentioned it... I never knew what it was or that such a phobia existed.
I prolly have that shiit too... but too broke too fukkin' care. LOL
He said his friend got it surgically removed for 3 racks... i'm like. WTF?!?!
The thing is...other people don't care cuz it's either:
1. Too miniscule to be a factor for ppl to recognize
or
2. People are too concerned w their own imperfections to mind your shiit.
I have few... but my biggest is growing old alone. This playboy shiit, while still fun in my late 30's... who gonna be around when i'm riding on wheelchairs with the spinners?
My momma passed, my dad getting old and my sister is a career woman and in her early 40s (so she ain't ever having kids).
The bloodline dies with me.
So used to tragedies in my family... perhaps this is a good way to go out.
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i know motherfukkers who couldnt gain weight if they tried , meanwhile my metabolism is pure garbage
ive had 20 pounds i coulda lost for like 10 years
. I was hitting the gym 6 times a week doing at least an hour of cardio and the only thing that changed is I put on muscle in my chest 
nikka if I was as smart as you, I would-"
if you were as smart as me you'd be doing the same shyt I'm doing, dog. Shut the fukk up. 
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