Deep_Black_Conscious
Superstar
god doesn't have to exist for there to be a reality more complex than this onethat last sentence scares so many people. I think this is why people believe in a higher power. Death is so permanent and unknowing many people can't handle the thought that there may be no reason for life. There's no grand scheme of our existence.
that's the problem
people remove God and therefore remove all possibilities of realities beyond this one
My own personal experience in college along with peoples' out of body experiences (a real but understudied phenomenon) tells me consciousness is fundamental to reality and it may exist independently from life
more research needs to be done (and has been done) in these areas


shyt started four years ago when I stopped going to church. I went once in 2011 for a funeral honoring my deceased cousin in her 50's. Anyway, my last two years of highschool I was in a religious group. We would stay back after school. Then, Senior year came all bad shyt started happening. Well I say the week after I graduated my mother had a stroke
This was two years ago. Yeah I got a job, but I still fill emptiness. NO I'm not suicidal
However, I never thought I would lose faith. I was a skeptic at first, then I turned Agnostic. Now, I just don't know. I wanna believe in a God, but I don't no. It gets to a point when you get tired of asking, "why me". I've never done anything to anyone. I was always the smart/intelligent guy. Right now I guess I'm at a crossroads. Sorry about making a religion thread. Just had to get this off my chest. I just feel like I haven't fulfilled the things I should have done. Plus, I feel others are passing me by. Plus, how am I gonna worship a god when I don't even love myself?



You got potential but you in your own way bsing.