when is the last time you broke down and cried, and why?

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I'm not really a crier. Never really saw the point of it.

I came close when I was about 12 or so. My grandfather was dying and I was avoiding seeing him for the longest til I was forced to go see him.

I walked into that room and saw him all emaciated and hooked up to a breathing machine and I couldn't take that shyt man. Freaked me out. That's about as choked up as I've ever been. Had to leave right after.
 

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Recently, when I realized my life was all fukked up. My girl of 5 years left me, I lost 30 lbs in a year (136 lbs at 6'2" now) terrible student loan debt, hate my job, health problems that apparently can't be fixed (I look dead), nothing to look forward to, taking all these meds to not be "crazy." It just all hit me at once. I shed a few tears cuz I felt so lost. I didn't think there was any hope for a brighter future. :to:
 

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when i left my last vacation, spent the week with this girl and she was one of the coolest people regardless of gender i ever met, then knowing it was over :sadcam: as we departed at the airport.
 

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Dealing with a lot of stress lately, family situations/ I cry not just when I am upset be also very angry or frustrated and I had all of those. I felt drained just fed up with the situation with my Grandmother and my family and I had to release that. Now that the situation has suddenly changed I feel indifferent and still worried for her.
 

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I'm sorry to hear that, and I don't think a simple dap will suffice. I hope you find your way to being ok with your loss, breh. Sincerely.

Personally, the last time I broke down and cried was back in January. A friend of mine passed away in a car accident. The second I found out, I lost it. Went to pieces at 3 am, staring at an Instagram post, wishing it wasn't true, knowing it was, and not being able to control how I felt about it.

I still think about her just about everyday. Her birthday is in 11 days. I don't know what to do about it. I still "talk" to her and even though I don't believe in her religion, I hope she made her way to heaven. She was an angel.

The week after I found out she wasn't here, nothing was right. I cried over the simplest shyt, the most profound things. I don't think I've ever shed that many tears over the passing of another person, ever. Usually I'm removed enough from the situation where I can feel sympathy for the loss, attempt to give some comforting hugs, a few words of encouragement and heartfelt thoughts to the persons affected, and feel a sense of empathy. That week, I knew just how it felt to have someone you grew close to suddenly taken away from you in the physical sense.

I've lived a bit of a sheltered life. None of my close friends had ever passed away unexpectantly, or so suddenly. Even as I type this I feel a shudder overtaking me. There were so many strands of my existence tied into our friendship, and I was, and am reminded of them, just about everytime I brush into contact with them.

If my post affects you, I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a downer. It's just on my mind and I felt like sharing. I hope to see more jokes in this thread, because in moments like the one I'm experiencing, humor is the best medicine a human has available in our natural arsenal. Have a nice day y'all.

I pray you find peace in this. :sad:
 

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I'm sorry to hear that, and I don't think a simple dap will suffice. I hope you find your way to being ok with your loss, breh. Sincerely.

Personally, the last time I broke down and cried was back in January. A friend of mine passed away in a car accident. The second I found out, I lost it. Went to pieces at 3 am, staring at an Instagram post, wishing it wasn't true, knowing it was, and not being able to control how I felt about it.

I still think about her just about everyday. Her birthday is in 11 days. I don't know what to do about it. I still "talk" to her and even though I don't believe in her religion, I hope she made her way to heaven. She was an angel.

The week after I found out she wasn't here, nothing was right. I cried over the simplest shyt, the most profound things. I don't think I've ever shed that many tears over the passing of another person, ever. Usually I'm removed enough from the situation where I can feel sympathy for the loss, attempt to give some comforting hugs, a few words of encouragement and heartfelt thoughts to the persons affected, and feel a sense of empathy. That week, I knew just how it felt to have someone you grew close to suddenly taken away from you in the physical sense.

I've lived a bit of a sheltered life. None of my close friends had ever passed away unexpectantly, or so suddenly. Even as I type this I feel a shudder overtaking me. There were so many strands of my existence tied into our friendship, and I was, and am reminded of them, just about everytime I brush into contact with them.

If my post affects you, I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a downer. It's just on my mind and I felt like sharing. I hope to see more jokes in this thread, because in moments like the one I'm experiencing, humor is the best medicine a human has available in our natural arsenal. Have a nice day y'all.

Sorry for your loss too. Stay strong my brother

I should rephrase, it was a few years ago he passed, but it was about a month ago everything comes to a head and I break down; systematically. Relationships with friends family and gf go down hill, I get inclusive, stay in dark rooms, etc.

He was tight with me, we were about 2 years apart, and I wasn't in the country when I got the call. When I did I was in Canada and I have never felt so helpless.

i don't think there is a day I have ever felt so bad. And I had to come over on a plane by myself back to London...and it was so grey. I remember the newspaper a guy was reading at the bus stop, then my mum came and I couldn't stop crying.

Last month I was with my girl, and I had so much blame on my shoulders. It's been 7 years and I still cannot stop blaming myself that i wasn't there to help him. I was just working and too busy to reply to him sometimes

Let me tell you suicide NEVER leaves people. People may pretend it doesn't hurt but it's the worst way someone can be taken from you. It's like a black cloud over your head daily, sometimes the sun shines through, but it is always there

Although the tears are running down my face now, i will wipe them and go to bed. Tomorrow is another day which someone has blessed us with.

Love you big cuz
 

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Just deleted that girl off Facebook.
Not even serious compared to my brehs tribulations :to:
 

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A couple months ago, when my sister was crying - and I realized there was nothing I could do for her.

I just had to stand there and hold her as she was crying on my chest...her tears on me felt like bullets.
 
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