Who here is depressed ?

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I usually take 5-HTP or any other natural substance that will increase my serotonin levels. Running makes me feel better for some odd reason. Ran over 500 miles this summer and my lows were pretty nonexistent.

I used to take that too
 

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When I'm low I don't like to be around most people but my girl and few friends always make me feel better faster. Sometimes I'll grab my ipod and ride around on the bus for hours looking out of the window and pretending to be in a movie.

:ohhh: I've thought about biking downtown but the logistics of that aren't sound. Buses aren't safe here anymore. :aicmon:
 

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I used to take that too

I got prescribed all kinds of stuff once I started seeing a shrink after I got back from Iraq. Stuff messed up my sleep pattern, crazy ass dreams, made me feel sluggish. My aunts a nurse and she convinced me to go the natural route, even if it meant it wouldn't completely make me feel like Ricky Williams and stay in a dark house all the time but it would be better for me in the long term. It's a struggle tho. I don't knock anyone that's antisocial, depressed, etc. shyts just hard for outsiders to comprehend
 

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Seasonal Affective Disorder right here

Sounds totally ridiculous until you experience it. Been had it for about 6 years now.

So do you get sad when it's cold and happy when warm?

:ohhh: I've thought about biking downtown but the logistics of that aren't sound. Buses aren't safe here anymore. :aicmon:

Damn breh you can't ride the bus in peace are you in philly?
 

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Depressed breh here :beli:

it sucks brehs :to:

I'm all sorts of fukked up! :damn:

Walking in the park helps, and hobbies, but I can't enjoy the latter activities thanks to another issue I have :sadbron:

This shyt is almost like the hammer on the nail in the coffin, if you catch my drift :leostare:

Now I know how GOAT real nikka Pac felt when he made this song...

 
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Sometimes the lows make me not want to be here anymore but when I come out of those super lows, I'm the most creative. I also get Natasha Bedingfield Pocket full of sunshine happy out of nowhere.

When I'm low I don't like to be around most people but my girl and few friends always make me feel better faster. Sometimes I'll grab my ipod and ride around on the bus for hours looking out of the window and pretending to be in a movie.

damn...creative for what though...what do you do?
I usually take 5-HTP or any other natural substance that will increase my serotonin levels. Running makes me feel better for some odd reason. Ran over 500 miles this summer and my lows were pretty nonexistent.

running is my life saver sometimes...I can want to kill someone at the beginning of a run and by the end I just want to beat them up...:laff:
 

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I got prescribed all kinds of stuff once I started seeing a shrink after I got back from Iraq. Stuff messed up my sleep pattern, crazy ass dreams, made me feel sluggish. My aunts a nurse and she convinced me to go the natural route, even if it meant it wouldn't completely make me feel like Ricky Williams and stay in a dark house all the time but it would be better for me in the long term. It's a struggle tho. I don't knock anyone that's antisocial, depressed, etc. shyts just hard for outsiders to comprehend

True.

When I was younger I was very awkward around people but I've gotten pretty comfortable in social settings, even when I'm going through a low I can hide it if I have to.
 

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damn...creative for what though...what do you do?

I write screenplays and I'm learning how to direct. I also play few instruments and I can paint but I can't create an original image, I can only copy, shyts weird.
 

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I write screenplays and I'm learning how to direct. I also play few instruments and I can paint but I can't create an original image, I can only copy, shyts weird.

hmmm you seem to be quite interesting..

do you show your work or just keep it to yourself?
 

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hmmm you seem to be quite interesting..

do you show your work or just keep it to yourself?


Thanks.


I paint pictures of family and friends from their photographs and give them to them but as far as showing my screenplays...no:birdman:
 

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I sympthazie for ya'll with long perpetual mental illness

I had a brush, with depression, a couple years ago (lost 2 loved ones in 2 weeks)
I had other stuff happening, all, at the same time
Never wanted to kill myself, but, the pain had me just waiting for death
I couldn't do anything

I'm just blessed to have a loving family and support
 

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I write screenplays and I'm learning how to direct. I also play few instruments and I can paint but I can't create an original image, I can only copy, shyts weird.

:why: I have the same problem. Sucks because I would be a great artist if only I knew how to draw whats in my head.
 
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