I see what y'all saying but everytime I think I have it together I just fukk up. I'm frustrated as hell right now. Especially seeing some of my closest nikkas with chill jobs and their own spots...I'm not saying shyt should be given to me, I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired...
I see what y'all saying but everytime I think I have it together I just fukk up. I'm frustrated as hell right now. Especially seeing some of my closest nikkas with chill jobs and their own spots...I'm not saying shyt should be given to me, I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired...
I've just been fukking up so bad since I got outta high school. I went from having a convenient but shytty job and going to Temple University, to working at Wendy's and going to CCP in a summer.....I was so close to getting a $10/hr job at Sams Club but failed the fukking drug test cuz I got nervous and ended up getting caught with my brothers piss...... the job was something that my dad's friend put me on and I couldn't even man the fukk up and get the damn job....I'm 20 years old with no car and I'm broke.....mind you, in the last couple of years I've been caught by my pop being high, selling esctasy, got fired from my old job for sliding a couple items for my nikkas...I just feel like the biggest fukk up and being the oldest child just makes it worst.....oh and Weds was the first day of school and I almost broke my fukking jaw playing basketball....what a fukking loser right?

job, or this generation is getting softer everydayThus is life. Its an evolution not something that can be created and sustained without lifes bs being thrown at it. We all get frustrated breh, but its all in how you handle it. Also, stop comparing yourself to other people... you will ALWAYS feel like your a fukk up compared to someone elses life experience.I see what y'all saying but everytime I think I have it together I just fukk up. I'm frustrated as hell right now. Especially seeing some of my closest nikkas with chill jobs and their own spots...I'm not saying shyt should be given to me, I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired...
"I once contemplated suicide.. but when I tried all I could see is my momma's eyes" - PacI've just been fukking up so bad since I got outta high school. I went from having a convenient but shytty job and going to Temple University, to working at Wendy's and going to CCP in a summer.....I was so close to getting a $10/hr job at Sams Club but failed the fukking drug test cuz I got nervous and ended up getting caught with my brothers piss...... the job was something that my dad's friend put me on and I couldn't even man the fukk up and get the damn job....I'm 20 years old with no car and I'm broke.....mind you, in the last couple of years I've been caught by my pop being high, selling esctasy, got fired from my old job for sliding a couple items for my nikkas...I just feel like the biggest fukk up and being the oldest child just makes it worst.....oh and Weds was the first day of school and I almost broke my fukking jaw playing basketball....what a fukking loser right?


Will he be a p*ssy if he takes 6 cac out with him?This. but if you wanna die a p*ssy go right ahead

How are you sick and tired and you only 20???You just got hair on your nuts nikka...you a kid. r

Nah I actually appreciate how you and everyone else is speaking to me in this thread. I want to be able to live on my own and take care of myself. Do my own thing. I want to achieve good things school wise, such as Dean's List or whatever the case may be. I want a good relationship too but that kind of shyt can wait until I get myself together. I also love being high, it's to the point where although I was broke for a while my friends would offer to spark me up. It's hard as hell for me to quit when I dont even have to pay to smoke...Thus is life. Its an evolution not something that can be created and sustained without lifes bs being thrown at it. We all get frustrated breh, but its all in how you handle it. Also, stop comparing yourself to other people... you will ALWAYS feel like your a fukk up compared to someone elses life experience.
I don't mean to come off insensitive, but you have got to get it together. You have a your whole life a head of you and plenty of time to get shyt right. Im 26 and I have yet to figure this thing out called life.. its trial and error for everyone.
Are there goals and aspirations that you wanna accomplish? Have you thought about quitting smoking and focusing on getting a job?, etc.
I feel this post 100%. It's just the doing it and saying it are two different things.Breh real shyt.. Man up nikka. I been fukked up too bruh. Paying the laws, kicked out my first college, wrecked two cars, lost my whole team a hoes, went without food, living out my car, sleeping on nikkas couches. Get it out tha mud nikka. You sounding like a real bytch. Get yo mind right, cut them substances out ya life and boss up nikka.
Separates the real from the fakeI feel this post 100%. It's just the doing it and saying it are two different things.