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[Arabial Knight]

Stop smoking weed fool. You don't think clearly.

 

[Dwolf]

A lot of the advice in this thread has been terrible. Simply telling him to "man up" or to "stop acting like a bytch" isn't helpful at all. Everyone has different mental fortitude's..everyone can't simply "suck it up" like a lot of you are saying

You aint heard breh, you can will yourself out of depression by being a man about it

 

[KobeTho]

Stop bullshytting and learn CSS/HTML. Your $ issues will be solved.

And being 20 is literally like walking around with gold skin

Agreed, one could say being something else is like walking around with gold skin but lets save that for another thread

 

[The 2020 New Member]

Stopped reading when u said ur 20. As someone that has failed at suicide multiple times, you're better off seeing what happens next. We all struggle.

 

[Nino Brown]

I've just been fukking up so bad since I got outta high school. I went from having a convenient but shytty job and going to Temple University, to working at Wendy's and going to CCP in a summer.....I was so close to getting a $10/hr job at Sams Club but failed the fukking drug test cuz I got nervous and ended up getting caught with my brothers piss...... the job was something that my dad's friend put me on and I couldn't even man the fukk up and get the damn job....I'm 20 years old with no car and I'm broke.....mind you, in the last couple of years I've been caught by my pop being high, selling esctasy, got fired from my old job for sliding a couple items for my nikkas...I just feel like the biggest fukk up and being the oldest child just makes it worst.....oh and Weds was the first day of school and I almost broke my fukking jaw playing basketball....what a fukking loser right?

Yes, you have the worst life on earth

Just end it

 

[skeetsinternal]

suicide by police breh

 

[god shamgod]

how you almost get caught wit the piss? Bulk of your problems you brought on yourself

When I was 20 I was the same it's called young and dumb for a reason

 

[hotbeezie]

...And miss out on the fukkery that the coli has to offer?



My pops always told me that it ain't never always good, but it ain't all bad so make the most out of your situation.


Case in point, went through college without a car, without much money and my parents did what they could, but at times I went lacking but I wouldn't tell them, so that's on me.

Damn near all my friends were ballin' shyt though and it had me like


I finished college a year late and I was like

Fast forward to now, everything I own I worked for it. All the shyt I worried about didn't even matter, and I still got problems:

My credit score ain't where I want it to be

I'm not ballin enough to help my little brother through school

I'm ready to start my family, but I want my girlfriend deserves to start her career

I work in my field and make good money but
I think doing research at the CDC would be more fulfilling ,

plus I want them props.


I owe Sallie Mae

Society doesn't care that I'm "educated" and rational, to them I'm still a thug nikka and gonna die a thug nikka.

In the end, sheeeeit I'm black, tha fukk I Iook like quitting life when my nikkas out here getting killed, I'm seeing this shyt thru because they can't.

 

[Money Be Green]

nikka at least you ain't on house arrest

 

[joeychizzle]

Become a man, and learn from your mistakes, or die a nobody.
If you don't kill yourself but continue this destructive spiral, make sure you don't reproduce.

 

[ℒℴѵℯJay ELECTUA]

Have you been to a 3rd world nation before?

 

[Incogno]

All of your problems sound like they can be fixed with time and hard work. You have your health. Just work on clearing your mind. And stop worrying about being define by materialistic things, because they don't last. Not having a car isn't a big deal, and you wouldn't be broke if you swallowed your pride and learned how to save. Just keep working hard. As long as you're breathing and your healthy there's always a way to get where you need to go. I wish you the best.

i just wanted to quote this..... the whole paragraph is the best advice ...and the bold-faced statement is the most important and helpful ....but one we often ignore

i'm going to leave this quote here...

"It's the simple things in life that are the most important"

 

[Pdiddy]

You are still very young, so I would not worry about it. . Are you at least pulling any bytches?

 

[Flay Mayweather]

My Nikka we're the same age.

I come from a poverty stricken background. I lost 10 friends over these last 3 years to gun violence and 2 relatives to cancer. shyt gets bad at time, but that doesn't always mean it stays bad forever.

You say you're sick and tired of being sick and tried.

Find out why you're sick and tired. You have to realize some things in life you can't control and other you are in complete control of.


You are your own worst enemy. You can't expect to better yourself if you don't become your own friend

 

[Womb Raider]

Thus is life. Its an evolution not something that can be created and sustained without lifes bs being thrown at it. We all get frustrated breh, but its all in how you handle it. Also, stop comparing yourself to other people... you will ALWAYS feel like your a fukk up compared to someone elses life experience.

I don't mean to come off insensitive, but you have got to get it together. You have a your whole life a head of you and plenty of time to get shyt right. Im 26 and I have yet to figure this thing out called life.. its trial and error for everyone.

Are there goals and aspirations that you wanna accomplish? Have you thought about quitting smoking and focusing on getting a job?, etc.

how you almost get caught wit the piss? Bulk of your problems you brought on yourself

When I was 20 I was the same it's called young and dumb for a reason

...And miss out on the fukkery that the coli has to offer?



My pops always told me that it ain't never always good, but it ain't all bad so make the most out of your situation.


Case in point, went through college without a car, without much money and my parents did what they could, but at times I went lacking but I wouldn't tell them, so that's on me.

Damn near all my friends were ballin' shyt though and it had me like


I finished college a year late and I was like

Fast forward to now, everything I own I worked for it. All the shyt I worried about didn't even matter, and I still got problems:

My credit score ain't where I want it to be

I'm not ballin enough to help my little brother through school

I'm ready to start my family, but I want my girlfriend deserves to start her career

I work in my field and make good money but
I think doing research at the CDC would be more fulfilling ,

plus I want them props.


I owe Sallie Mae

Society doesn't care that I'm "educated" and rational, to them I'm still a thug nikka and gonna die a thug nikka.

In the end, sheeeeit I'm black, tha fukk I Iook like quitting life when my nikkas out here getting killed, I'm seeing this shyt thru because they can't.

Become a man, and learn from your mistakes, or die a nobody.
If you don't kill yourself but continue this destructive spiral, make sure you don't reproduce.

i just wanted to quote this..... the whole paragraph is the best advice ...and the bold-faced statement is the most important and helpful ....but one we often ignore

i'm going to leave this quote here...

"It's the simple things in life that are the most important"

You are still very young, so I would not worry about it. . Are you at least pulling any bytches?

My Nikka we're the same age.

I come from a poverty stricken background. I lost 10 friends over these last 3 years to gun violence and 2 relatives to cancer. shyt gets bad at time, but that doesn't always mean it stays bad forever.

You say you're sick and tired of being sick and tried.

Find out why you're sick and tired. You have to realize some things in life you can't control and other you are in complete control of.


You are your own worst enemy. You can't expect to better yourself if you don't become your own friend

Thanks for all of the replies guys. I'm going to heed this advice and work on bettering myself....I am truly disappointed but I guess I will always feel disappointed if I don't work on progressing as a man.