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[onelastdeath]

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[Knuckles Red]

I agree, OP. Its like...how can you live in one of the coolest places in the world like the Bay Area, have a girlfriend and still be a miserable, insecure prick who clearly hates a specific group of women? Maybe it really is lonely at the top.

 

[KravenMorehead™]

Maybe you're looking at it wrong...

 

[onelastdeath]

X

 

[Johnny Joestar]

This site is KanyeToThe for older nikkas.

 

[Guile]

haha

this goes for both sexes ya'll

 

[Neuromancer]

I don't really get angry about it, I'm a loser myself, albeit in a different way. I do "cool" nikka shyt. Not socially awkward or anything, have girls, a car, etc. but I live a lie. Heavy. I probably tell the truth here more than I do In real life. Most people don't even know the real me, who I am when the lights go off. I've never attempted suicide or cut myself, but I am LowKey on drugs. Functioning though. I still do what I have to do. But I'm so insecure and I hide it well. I hate myself.

Sorry to hear that. Where's it rooted from.

My MD is a chemical thing. I take meds for it. I had a racial identity crisis in HS. I also had body image issues. Being a small non athletic black high schooler who wrote fantasy stories didn't help. But I'm better now. I hope things work out for you bud.

 

[YBM]

It's no shame to be a loser. There is only shame when you decide not to try to win

 

[onelastdeath]

X

 

[Neuromancer]

Was it hard to overcome?

Despair is the only way I could describe it at first. But I got angry at myself for staying in that space for too long. I saw therapists and after a while, I began focusing more on my talents, my strengths. I found People who got me and we became friends. It took a while though.

 

[KravenMorehead™]

How so

Maybe real life cats are coli esque behind closed doors and hide it, and the board attracts honesty. Think about your thread on the dude from the gym for example...

 

[sanityovar8ted]

my whole life has been a complete L *lesigh*

 

[Turk]

I'm a quiet mf'er in real life. I'm a "don't speak unless spoken to" kind of person so people rarely discover any meaningful qualities about me

 

[VegasCAC]

I started posting here after a major breakup. I felt like a loser I was real down

Now I'm addicted

 

[KOOL-AID]

Ironic, do you have a single post or thread that isnt about you? Or your coli persona? Or the coli itself?