This. People put their value into material things. Spend their life trying to achieve it but are disappointed once they get it.
At least OP got it young.
@The II XX Remember that you are young as fukk and already "accomplished" you have endless opportunities ahead of you and the only thing stopping you is yourself, your mindset.
You are never beyond help as long as you are alive, because to live is to move, to change, to grow. At any time you can make the effort tho change the direction you are going in, it only takes effort and that very first step.
shyt, I'm 23 and people younger than me have already graduated undergrad, gotten cars, houses, married, kids, great jobs. I have essentially nothing, been through so much and I am happy with just being me. Being alive.
At the end of the day, the most important thing to have is grit, the will to keep going. If you fall or fail, which you will, as such is the nature of life, get back up and keep going. Struggle only makes you stronger.