Many times but not with a weapon. Love being in a society where guns are not legal to carry or easy to buy
This means you directly........
how did it impact you?
nah on the real, I've always had the feeling that I died somewhere. Crashed the box chevy, actually got beat to death or took a bullet that I thought missed... prolly one of those suicide attempts actually didnt fail...... prolly a crazy girlfriend
or my mom
and this reality is just the hell that I thought I'd get. I always thought that you got to hell if you think you should and the punishment you get is what you imagine it should be.
And here I am until I die out.
Unfortunately yes and most of it was when i was a kid interacting with other kids and even a few adults who would even encourage their kids or even for us to get violent on each other. Basically, i got bullied when i was socializing with others and never really "fit in". So it did impact me and how I saw and still see people. Luckily, ive been going to therapy over the years to undo the mental damage from that amongst other things. My household wasnt abusive/violent or any of that either. Hell, i remember one time when I was 5 trying to joke around with my then neighbor with one of my ragdolls and her boyfriend followed me to my home on his bike and pulled a knife out on me.got stabbed in my hand with a pencil by another kid who was bullying me around the same time. Still have the pencil point in the middle of my right hand because the point broke when I removed it from my hand. Basically, at some point before I became a teen because it got to the point where i was getting into physical fights with so called "friends", my mom was like youre staying inside basically to keep me out of trouble and gave me video games as an alternative.
all that intervention SAVED me in the long run though.
Haven’t got in a fight in awhile like 2012 long. It’s straight weapons now mfs switch up immediately when they see that stick come out. Changed me in a sense of being more aware of my surroundings seeing if I run into anyone I know from my past, I tell people all the time if you’re not the homie you won’t get a fair one from me. I don’t have anything to prove anymore
I despise adults who set fights up with children like they're animals. Its disturbing.
My older brothers did that with me. I thought nothing of it as a kid. Maybe because I liked it. When I got older and described it to others is when I realized it wasn’t normal.I despise adults who set fights up with children like they're animals. Its disturbing.
My older brothers did that with me. I thought nothing of it as a kid. Maybe because I liked it. When I got older and described it to others is when I realized it wasn’t normal.