Formerly Black Trash
Philosopher, Connoisseur, Future Legend
No
Im assuming u mean life threatening
Im assuming u mean life threatening
You ever experienced violence before?
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The Realist Perspective
Superstar
Why would I lie? I literally posted music I made on here and people have seen me on social media and heard my music where I literally rap about it.
I just lost a friend to gun violence less than two weeks ago and went to the funeral this weekend.
I troll but I don’t get on here and lie. No reason to lie to internet strangers. Most of yall mean nothing to me. Lol.
For example I don’t even recognize your username yet you know who I am.
See even that last sentence it just screams that you’re a Drake type dude.
So sassy.
It’s not sassy. It’s the truth.
On Outworld? We know what kind of vile shyt yall get into out there
Ozymandeas
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Yea. Just to share one story, in the Philly area, we live in rowhomes. My house was on the top of the block but, it was on a hill. All the D-Boys used to be on the bottom of the street/hill because it was an active intersection. One night I hear people arguing. I'm nosy, so I stick my head out the door to see what's going on and I see my neighbor (who lived two houses left) pop out his house and run down the block. Turns out his brother was getting fukked up by this older cat. My neighbor grabbed a brick. It was hard to make everything out from up the block but, I heard the brick when he slammed it into the dude's head 
It's been years and I can still remember the sound In hindsight, I can't believe my neighbor didn't go to prison off of that. I thought that dude was dead the way he was laid out 
It's been years and I can still remember the sound In hindsight, I can't believe my neighbor didn't go to prison off of that. I thought that dude was dead the way he was laid out 
Cat piss martini
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Hell yeah........
Most of my youth was shoot outs
and violence.
Most of my youth was shoot outs
and violence.
. . yes and i dont have the ability to interact with everyday people . .. feels like im in the waiting room for Karma bringing me to the Deaths Door . . . celibate for so long . . no attachments left . .. . .almost there .. . almost gone . . . good night . . .. .
- Got robbed at gunpoint at 13, (it always puzzled me, like how much money did you think a 13-year-old would have).
- (Best friend 1) was shot and killed over some stupid street shyt. Rip Fugi
- (Best friend 2) shot a battyman in the foot for making a pass at him. (Served jail time)
- Saw my brother beat the piss out of our father for domestic abuse on madukes. Lol that nikka ran off like red in Friday. We laugh about it to this day.
- A close acquaintance on mine, after a party was randomly shot and killed by some nikka high off pcp on a shooting spree. He died in his friends arms.
- There was a block party right in front of my house one night, an hour after I left to go to work. Dude I just saw got shot in the face over an argument and died right in front of my house.
- This one dyke crip member I know from the hood, kept begging her big homie to jump her in, thinking she was tough and all. Dude kept telling her to chill, till one day he decided, ok this what you want. Homie beat her bloody out of her clothes and dragged her up the block. One of the craziest things I ever seem.
- Was getting my hair cut by my barber (buddy of mine). Out of nowhere he busted out crying, come to find out, nikkas came through a week before and shot and killed his son in the shop in front of him. His son was a cool dude.
- one night working security, I had to physically pull this dude (who was a detective) off his girl, he was literally strangling her like homer and bart simpson. And she got arrested afterward too, smh.
Seems bad, but i'm really just numb to it now. On the flipside I have stopped maaaaaaaad violent situation from escalating worst.
This is just off the top, but there is so much more. Newark, Nj aint no joke.
- (Best friend 1) was shot and killed over some stupid street shyt. Rip Fugi
- (Best friend 2) shot a battyman in the foot for making a pass at him. (Served jail time)
- Saw my brother beat the piss out of our father for domestic abuse on madukes. Lol that nikka ran off like red in Friday. We laugh about it to this day.
- A close acquaintance on mine, after a party was randomly shot and killed by some nikka high off pcp on a shooting spree. He died in his friends arms.
- There was a block party right in front of my house one night, an hour after I left to go to work. Dude I just saw got shot in the face over an argument and died right in front of my house.
- This one dyke crip member I know from the hood, kept begging her big homie to jump her in, thinking she was tough and all. Dude kept telling her to chill, till one day he decided, ok this what you want. Homie beat her bloody out of her clothes and dragged her up the block. One of the craziest things I ever seem.
- Was getting my hair cut by my barber (buddy of mine). Out of nowhere he busted out crying, come to find out, nikkas came through a week before and shot and killed his son in the shop in front of him. His son was a cool dude.
- one night working security, I had to physically pull this dude (who was a detective) off his girl, he was literally strangling her like homer and bart simpson. And she got arrested afterward too, smh.
Seems bad, but i'm really just numb to it now. On the flipside I have stopped maaaaaaaad violent situation from escalating worst.
This is just off the top, but there is so much more. Newark, Nj aint no joke.
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Yes, I been in street shoot outs more than once, me an my boys beat a bunch of cacs with baseball bats. Now I just make beats.
Unfortunately yes and most of it was when i was a kid interacting with other kids and even a few adults who would even encourage their kids or even for us to get violent on each other. Basically, i got bullied when i was socializing with others and never really "fit in". So it did impact me and how I saw and still see people. Luckily, ive been going to therapy over the years to undo the mental damage from that amongst other things. My household wasnt abusive/violent or any of that either. Hell, i remember one time when I was 5 trying to joke around with my then neighbor with one of my ragdolls and her boyfriend followed me to my home on his bike and pulled a knife out on me. 
got stabbed in my hand with a pencil by another kid who was bullying me around the same time. Still have the pencil point in the middle of my right hand because the point broke when I removed it from my hand. Basically, at some point before I became a teen because it got to the point where i was getting into physical fights with so called "friends", my mom was like youre staying inside basically to keep me out of trouble and gave me video games as an alternative. 
all that intervention SAVED me in the long run though.
got stabbed in my hand with a pencil by another kid who was bullying me around the same time. Still have the pencil point in the middle of my right hand because the point broke when I removed it from my hand. Basically, at some point before I became a teen because it got to the point where i was getting into physical fights with so called "friends", my mom was like youre staying inside basically to keep me out of trouble and gave me video games as an alternative. all that intervention SAVED me in the long run though.
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