Don't let the interrogation get to you (I Learned (and am learning) the hard way). It's hard not to get defensive when you feel like people constantly question your integrity and character. Nothing but internet shyt. I still gotta deal with that too. But after awhile you kind of understand the apprehension as a few posters have let me know the history behind that type of stuff. As long as you're yourself- you'll be aight.. ur from Harlem.. u tough right? lol..I literally just said I been lurking. I love y'all smileys! That's one of the main reasons I joined.
If i was already on here, wouldn't I already know why I can't post nowhere???
what's the reason for that?
What's crazy is, I don't look 'special'. I'm starting to think its pheromones or some shyt. 
I'm the kinda brown skin girl who everybody dark try to claim, Indians, Ethiopians, Dominicans. Big eyes and a vaguely semitic nose, all fake hair looks 'natural' on me. #AAgang all day, Idk. I'm not talking internet shyt, just living vicariously. I got a man and we good. I'm just trynna describe. 
Its been a week...
