I learned the game the hard way brehs...
I grew up in a home raised by my mother and two older sisters. Father was gone, being a fukk up,in and out of prison. So of course I always heard everything from the female perspective growing up. About being nice and treating girls right and blah blah..
Needless to say, in elementary and high school I was a Grade A simp. I had more female friends then male friends. I was just used to female company. But I truly was that nice guy that finished last.
The breaking point happened when I was about 15 that forever changed me. A few female friends were drinking and called me up to hang out. So I went over and its about 12 women and just me. In my head Im thinking Im the man, in reality Im more like one of the girls to them. Sad but true. Anyway there was one girl there I actually clicked with. We chatted away and really connected.
The following month I went full on simp. I was courting this bytch. Flowers,poems, the whole nine. The night finally came when it happened we fukked. Then we started fukking pretty much every day. Im so in love with this bytch its coming out my eyes. So I ask her, will she be my woman officially.
She says no. That Im a really sweet guy but shes not really looking for a relationship. Im heart broken. Cant eat or sleep. I dont talk to her for a week. Then someone calls me. Tells me he saw her with my best friend, my man since we were kids. As an insecure simp I immediately call her. She admits shes been letting him smash the entire time.
I was so devasted that I moved out of town....I hit the gym non stop came back into town about 8 months later. She comes crawling back to me, saying she made a mistake and we should date. I say yes. I then proceed to fukk all her friends, make her spend money on me while refusing to spend a dollar on her. I remember I didnt want anyone to know I was seeing her again. If she was over at the house and friends showed up Id make her hide in the closet and she would she was desperate to have me back. Then I dump her.
shyt felt good. Ive been a cold hearted monster since.