NotAnFBIagent
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Ain't read none of that shyt I just came for the nudes
its true,i mean dont consider myself some eye candy,i do take care of myself,not as much as i used to since i was gonna move out the country,but i cared about my appearance,got weekly hair cuts,because i could afford it,worked out,dressed myself well,for me,not for them,its just a super added bonus that women were intrigued to find out,the regular girls i smashed before,and all the dancers i do now,because no matter what women do talk,and if its good things then others wanna see for themselves.I would like to go on record and say this to all you simp brehs and brehs with no game
OP is the case in point that we been telling y'all about
he's not necessarily no good looking breh (pause) or nothing else
but chicks wanna mess with him because they see other chicks messing with him.
there's a lesson in there somewhere![]()

Im from socal, used to ball out of control all over on sunset/hollywood/noho/highland/818 and melrose so I know where you're at. I was around your age when I semi-stopped as well. I used to be bad, real bad, same shyt, drunk, high, x, all that shyt, that socal fast life, spreading around town in a black on black camero covert. I also did a girl (ex-fiance) wrong, I used to use our break ups to go on rampages lol, never cheated just would break up wild out, lose trust etc, and it took a life changing experience to realize I lost her because after she showed support I still had them girls lingering and lost her trust completely. I didn't fukk any strippers or family members but I smashed the female bartender and would always go to her strip club and get free drinks and lap dances, do a bunch of coke and smash her in the parkingn lot, all kinda wild ass shyt, threesomes, I wasnt a dealer, just a corporate cat that loved to party, knew loads of people (outgoing with a good mouthpiece such as yourself) but not very many 'friends'.
long story short after the experience, I laid low for a solid year, dropped the party friends, I had a cpl shorties still in the black book that would roll through and scratch the 'itch'm but I stayed home played ps3 and shot pool, my real friends always remembered me and came over to check up on me (when you're at your lowest, your real friends will emerge). after the one year mark I met a cool chick and moved to vancouver, I just had to get away from LA, that LA night life esp if youre socially savvy in lethal. In vancouver thats around the time I 'grew up'. thing is, I was miserable there, its too boring and Im too wild, but I also didnt want to go back to LA, fukk that shyt. I moved to asia then started up again, more drinking, more smashing broads, more wildin' but I always had my head on a swivel for the right one, I know what the right chick intel'd (see now you know so thats good)
cpl years later (and the fact that now Im over the big 3-0 and life really does slow down, shyt gets harder to get out of bed after binging trust me, youll feel it), now I got a cool chick, Im not making the same mistake twice, we now live together and im not fukking it up this time. I stay my black ass in the house and if I go outside shes right by my side. she knows all my friends, befriended all my female friends so even if I do stray outside solo, i got eyes and ears every where. helps that im in a smaller town too, not LA. I still think about my ex from time to time, first girl I considered marrying, shes been done dirty by 3 dudes last I heard, and we are only 1 day apart in age, so at the end looks like Im not doing too bad, I guess we both learned and chalked up that L. Life doesn't start with an L for nothing. "it is what it is", trial and tribulations. its how you bounce back from them that matters.
anyways what Im tryin to say is youll get over it. youll live and learn. it'll take a year or 2, you're in the second wild out faze, but when you find another chick, just make sure you remember this episode. As you get older, you'll get wiser, if not your body will once it starts getting tired and you rely on your mind more, I call it maturity.
I only do it when I party,but I do party alotWell, it is what it is. Crazy story. Kind of a "if you were you, you wouldn't take yourself back".
You aren't really living a life that your ex would want to come back to. You can't change yourself. Maybe you can try a 12-step program to get off drugs and alcohol.



theres some on page 1.more to come,feel free to read my story if u wantFrom the title.. A nikka like me went straight to page 7![]()

Everytime he posts titties I give him more advice lol!!Ain't read none of that shyt I just came for the nudes
yup,South LA to be exact
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It looks like crotch area is rotting. 
Ok going to page one to look at them .. I read the story just nowtheres some on page 1.more to come,feel free to read my story if u want![]()