Cocain Cowboy My Stories ahead with pics of thots & strippers included PICS PG.7 N VID ON 10&17
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Flay Mayweather
Superstar
Props on the story tho. I actually read everything. Im still a younger bruh so i dont see myself settling down just yet. Girls aren't meeting my criteria right now so im out here finessing still
Mac Casper
@adonnis - pull up, there's refreshments
Didn't read your story but how long has it been breh?
That's why I love the weeknd,he speaks to me,he knows my pain
fukkin for hours while on pills,weed,coke,liquor to forget about her,but I can't
People thinkig I'm happy but I'm dead inside
I was on your side until this post.
Honestly, sounds like you need to grow the fukk up, man. Sorry.
triplehate
Superstar
I guess I just dont wanna accept it,I feel like for me to move on I would have to know that she is with someone else now,because of how i hurt her,i dont deserve to move on till she moves on,even if she moved but,but if she hasnt gotten with anyone new then I cant move on,I went on her IG a month ago,just to see if she with someone else,and nothing,its killing me inside
Did you skeet in the cousin raw breh
I've told limited versions of my story before,but never the whole thing
Recovering Off a 24hr coke and alcohol binge,I thought I'd share my story
I've only been in what I consider one relationship my whole live,27 years young at the moment,1st relationship I wouldnt count,i was kind of forced into one from a crazy mixxed bytch that only got crazier the longer i stayed with her(but thats another story for another day).tryna figure out where to start as I right this,I have a gift and a curse that has allowed me to sleep with alot of attractive women with very very little effort,its always been thrown at me,most of the time I didnt even know they liked me till my dikk was in their mouth,every job ive slept with every girl worth fukking,it never ended bad,because I never lead them on,and they knew what it was.That is until I met my ex,and the only girl I have ever loved
Another thing about me,Im mexican,lived in south LA all life,in predominantly black neighborhoods.I was a troublemaker so I ran with the wolfs as a pup growing up,I say this because I've ALWAYS had a preference for black girls,specially mixed black girls,those are my weakness,I also say this because I beleave for the reason that ive lived in black neighborhoods,Mexican girls,and basically all hispanic girls never really fukked with me,i was'nt a typical hispanic male,atleast in their eyes,so we couldnt relate much,but back to my story,a few years into my LAX job,after fukking every 7+ up girl there,I walked in to work,and say this young pretty girl,mixd looking,hair done make up done,and I immediately was like
,come to find out she the supervisors niece,honduran,but her father was a black honduran so thats what gave her that "mixed look".little by little we talked,but man she had me
,and i told myself I HAD to make her mine,not fukk or hook up,I wanted to be with her,but one problem was,I didnt know how,Ive never chased girls,I had no game,girls just understood my story,word to my man nas.Fast forward a bit,after months and months of lite simpin and gaining her trust,we got together,and immediately things were great,relationship wise,she had a close relationship with her family,and they loved me,I went everywhere and I was introduced with high praise to all her extended fam.I was also her first,we had a 6 year age difference,its not always a good thing,but it worked in my case,cuz she was raised to obey her parents every command,and to never disobey her father,and I told her early on I wanted a serious relationship and would expect the same respect she gave her father,since one day I would marry her and her father would hand her to me to take care of her.Things werent always good at work,with everyone knowing I was a dog at work,and know seeing that I was officially dating the supervisors niece,it didnt take long for the jump offs to throw shade at her,even the older women or ugly women i didnt fukk,they all would make remarks out loud every time I walked in,the worse was her older sister,biggest bytch I ever met,on god.This lead to quite a few arguments,I could understood her frustration,having to go to work every day knowing I had previously slept with most of the girls their,and knowing she got side eyed from them for that very reason,I would always make sure to reinforce that I didnt want anyone but her,because it was true,I had everything i wanted,I already had gotten all that fukking around out of my system,and then her cousin started working there...
thats her cousin,it was hard to even go on her FB and download and upload a pic,as she is part of the reason I am no longer with my ex,but in reality its all my fault,I gave in and gave up
(Im takin a little break as i write this to finish a few cups of patron and oj,a breh needs to get a little moreif imma keep writing this)
So yeah,about half a year into our relationship,a second cousin of hers started working their,little by little we talk,since we have same shifts,no flirting or anything, one thing led to another,and pretty soon we were spending 8hrs at work together,and then about 2 hours doing heavy work outs at the gym a walking distance from work,she was serious about her work outs too,wanted to be a fitnes model,would go heavy on lower body and not too shabby on upper body,I liked training her,it caused me to be in the best shape of my life,cuz she would never let me skip a day.this lead my ex to start getting very jealous,and insecure.My GF was beautiful,and so was her cousin,but in diffrent ways,her cousing was 5'8,slim and a nice work out body,my gf was 5'2,slim waist,thick thighs,big breast and ass.but still,she was insecure,that I related more with her cousin,that I got along better with her cousin,people at work being fukked up and saying it within her ears that her cousin and I looked better together,that lead to her breakin down in tears asking me why am I with her when I would be with her cousin, it hurt me that it bugged her,when none of that ever crossed my mind,I was in love with her,tunnel vision and all,only had eyes for her.fast forward another year,getting closer to the end,we would argue every now and then,I hated arguing,never been good it,i felt that was for the females,it was always more or less about power struggles,she wanted it to be 50/50 i said it had to be 51/49 otherwise we would argue all day being stagnant,some times I would get so upset i would get these nasty headaches,my life for the most part was drama and argument free,but now I had a new life,and these discussions that lead to arguments were part of it.I blame myself,I wanted,needed things to be my way and she would ask me sometimes to compromise(took me a minute to remember this word ,had to google synonymsya boy is sauced right now) and I wouldnt when she always would,a few times it got soo bad i said I told her I was done,that i couldnt do this anymore,and i couldnt be with her anymore,I felt this was my way to be alone for the day to cool down and not argue any further,as we were always connected one way or another,texting,calling,and being next to each other.I never took into account how it would make her feel,breaking up with her,then the next day showing up at her house,her all depressed lookin,like everything is good,and being like "hey babe,im sorry about yesterday,but we back together now"
.I never thought about the emotional roller coaster she went though cuz of me,this beautiful girl with an amazing smile,that would AND did any and everything for me,I didnt deserve her
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2 and a half years into our relationship,the company closed,and a few months passed while I decided what my next move was,money was drying up,and it caused my inner downward spiral,I didnt feel like a man,how could I provide for her down the line when i cant even provide for myself, I didnt wanna go back to my old ways for money,I had to live a square life,this caused alot of arguments, I had no one else to take out my frustration on.n I had to go to my dad to let me borrow a rack to hold me over,I hated asking anyone for anything. Soon I had two jobs,Strip Club bouncer,got hooked up my cousin,and weed shop security, was working 60hr weeks,started seeing her less and less from the fact that her mom bought a house that was like 22mils away from me,all this caused a rift,weeks went by without seeing her,i was getting off at 6am from strip club,waking up when she was going to work,and heading to work when she was getting off,weeknds i was working 10hr shifts at weed shop. e had our final argument over me saying that she wasnt making time for me,that I never saw her anymore,and told her I was done,this time she didnt put up much of a battle,she had finally gave up on tryna save us,but i didnt know, i thought she would take me back,like always. few days passed and im like wtf,she hasnt hit me up,so I drive to her house and pick her up,we talk she tells me shes done,shes not takin me back, at the moment,so i leave shell shocked. I leave her alone,give her space,but weeks pass,and i dont know how to function,i went from having a life that revolved around us,wakin up every morning and rolling over to check my phone for her text or missed calls,to complete nothing from her,I text her that one day telling her to please think about it and lets fix it together. I told her the whole reason i broke up with her was for lack of time,and now i dont see her,hear from her,nothing,and I feel dead inside, she tells me I need to learn to appreciate her,and she needs time to fogive me for everything i done,and most importantly forgive herself for allowing me to treat her that way. I loose it,I start drinkin at work and on my free time,then the nail that hit the coffin happens...
Part 2 comming
Yo dude your story got me open....At work right now so Iam going to have to hit up part two later on when I get off..
If you are going to keep working, it's time to tighten up, all that sounds loose as fukk. Strippers, working as a bouncer, Instagram, partying binging on drugs and alcohol, vulnerable emotional state.....it's where people start fukking up, and then they blinking with zip ties on their wrists, feds in their face, their name on an indictment, and then you would love to go back to the kind of problems you are describing. You are caught up in the game right now, get out or get it together. You sound too flashy, better to keep your head down if you work bro.
As for the girl problems, I did a lot of coke and alcohol through 17-21, few grams a day, buying 60 xanax at a time, fifth of Hennessey a day, it was never about an ex or anything for me, I am just a depressive person with a dark streak like a river through me....I never got sidetracked with the p*ssy and bytches, the partying.. but I def. had to fix that part of me before I could really be who I wanted to.
If you ever down here, let me know, I may hit you next time I am in LA.
As for the girl problems, I did a lot of coke and alcohol through 17-21, few grams a day, buying 60 xanax at a time, fifth of Hennessey a day, it was never about an ex or anything for me, I am just a depressive person with a dark streak like a river through me....I never got sidetracked with the p*ssy and bytches, the partying.. but I def. had to fix that part of me before I could really be who I wanted to.
If you ever down here, let me know, I may hit you next time I am in LA.
1970s HeRon Flow
Takin Penitentiary Chances
yup,South LA to be exact
Read the whole story. You're dumb but didn't really take an L so I guess it's a W at the end of the day. Where do u live that the strippers looking like that tho?
Out here in SA all we got is spongebob body Mexican hoes wit stab wounds
yesDid you skeet in the cousin raw breh
anyways heres some more pics of her cousin
this
got some more too,even a few links to one of the dancers i smashed reality king porn scenes
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Neo. The Only. The One.
THE ONE
will dap because of pics and good writing quality
that's always the worst part.... to have a chick go from 100 to 0 on you, and you don't wanna reach out first cause you ain't no punk.... so you try to wait it out.... but the more you wait it out, you realize that she really ain't coming back this time
that's always the worst part.... to have a chick go from 100 to 0 on you, and you don't wanna reach out first cause you ain't no punk.... so you try to wait it out.... but the more you wait it out, you realize that she really ain't coming back this time
1970s HeRon Flow
Takin Penitentiary Chances
thanks,just uploaded some more right as you posted,i was hoping it came out good,wrote as i went along plus i was drinking,didnt even proof read,hoping it wasnt all over the placewill dap because of pics and good writing quality
rahji
I ain't never seen no talking winning nothing.
I feel for you breh, but I don't feel bad for you.
A man has to have a code - a system of things he believes in - and then he has to adhere to the code. You been slippin for a minute but basically you need to get red of all the illegal shyt (what kind of smart,good woman is going to get with a man who is currently at risk of doing a long ass bid) and get a life plan together.
You have to know what kind of traits you value and what you are looking to get out of this life. Not to go full preacher on you, but this life is short and if you are searching for fleeting happiness in thot bytches and temporary highs, then what does it matter? You got to learn something from this world and do something meaningful.
But you got to want to do that shyt.
Good luck OP.
A man has to have a code - a system of things he believes in - and then he has to adhere to the code. You been slippin for a minute but basically you need to get red of all the illegal shyt (what kind of smart,good woman is going to get with a man who is currently at risk of doing a long ass bid) and get a life plan together.
You have to know what kind of traits you value and what you are looking to get out of this life. Not to go full preacher on you, but this life is short and if you are searching for fleeting happiness in thot bytches and temporary highs, then what does it matter? You got to learn something from this world and do something meaningful.
But you got to want to do that shyt.
Good luck OP.