TheDarceKnight
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If you love her you will make it work. It sounds like your real problem is that your not getting enough tlc.I've been with my girlfriend since 01/2011. I'm 29 and she's 24. I live in NC. In November, she left for a job in Texas. I love her more than anything, and she's my best friend (corny), and i supported her moving for work, and I never blamed her for leaving. But it's been very hard, I get out there every 6-8 weeks, and during the last trip out to Dallas (2 weeks ago), she mentioned a possible open relationship to help me get through it.
I thought I would wait, but I didn't. I started talking to a couple girls, and I feel horrible, but it felt really good to have someone, because I'm tired of being lonely. I live at the beach, there are gorgeous women everywhere, and I have no plans of moving out to Texas for at least a year, and even then, I'm terrified. I'd only be moving there for her. I have a great job, friends, family, and all kinds of stuff going for me here.
Should I break it off via phone, or wait until we see each other in June (she's coming here.)? I feel like I'll be okay, but she has no family support, and they're awful to her (one of the main reasons she also wanted to get away.) I just don't want my life on pause, and I ain't old, but I don't really want to spend the last year of my 20's getting laid on 5-6 weekends over the whole year. shyt, even just hugs and physical contact.
I'm hurtin real bad out here. Should I let it go, or just ask for time to think about things? Is this just me freaking out, and I should give it time? My biggest worry is that she'll be crushed without me. She's basically alone out there.
Sorry for the essay brehs.
EDIT: So aside from this 3+ years relationship, nothing I've ever been in has topped 6 months. I've mostly been a 2-4 month guy. Just a lot of short term things.
I've been with my girlfriend since 01/2011. I'm 29 and she's 24. I live in NC. In November, she left for a job in Texas. I love her more than anything, and she's my best friend (corny), and i supported her moving for work, and I never blamed her for leaving. But it's been very hard, I get out there every 6-8 weeks, and during the last trip out to Dallas (2 weeks ago), she mentioned a possible open relationship to help me get through it.
If you love her you will make it work. It sounds like your real problem is that your not getting enough tlc.
It's only your decision. If getting a little tlc from another woman is more important than her than you don't love her enough.
How long has she been gone?
I've been with my girlfriend since 01/2011. I'm 29 and she's 24. I live in NC. In November, she left for a job in Texas. I love her more than anything, and she's my best friend (corny), and i supported her moving for work, and I never blamed her for leaving. But it's been very hard, I get out there every 6-8 weeks, and during the last trip out to Dallas (2 weeks ago), she mentioned a possible open relationship to help me get through it.
She's been out there since November. We never lived together while she was here, but we spent 3-4 nights a week together. It's not a lack of love, i don't think. I just think it's so much to ask another person to move away from everything and risk so much to fly halfway across the country just for them. She hasn't asked me or put any pressure on me to move there, and I appreciate that, but I know deep down that the only way for us to have a future is for me to move. Her contract for the job there will last until 2016 at least. Probably 2017.
I know when she said open relationship that she only said it to make things easier on me. I've never cheated on anyone in my life, but the fact that I even feel the urge to talk to anyone else is making me feel like a piece of shyt.
She has only been gone since November....omg just let her go. If you claim that you love her that time apart is really nothing, seeing that you claim you see her every so often.She's been out there since November. We never lived together while she was here, but we spent 3-4 nights a week together. It's not a lack of love, i don't think. I just think it's so much to ask another person to move away from everything and risk so much to fly halfway across the country just for them. She hasn't asked me or put any pressure on me to move there, and I appreciate that, but I know deep down that the only way for us to have a future is for me to move. Her contract for the job there will last until 2016 at least. Probably 2017.
I know when she said open relationship that she only said it to make things easier on me. I've never cheated on anyone in my life, but the fact that I even feel the urge to talk to anyone else is making me feel like a piece of shyt.
@White Mike where you at in NC? i'm getting nostalgic for wilmywood. i miss the beach lol.
If she brought up having an open relationship then why are you trying to break it off? If you feel like you cheated or you need time to soul seek, just call her up or skype and tell her straight what's on your mind. Do what you want, breh. Discussing it with her openly is the only option. Either that or man up and be a nikka with secrets. I've done both
I wouldn't wait until you saw her in person because she might not want to come back if you're just going to break it off. That would be a waste of her time. You aren't obligated to be with her. She won't be 'crushed' forever, breh. Life goes on and if the only friend she can't be real with her then she's fukked anyway. It's lowkey selfish to think that she'll be lost without you. I'm not judging, btw.
outside of her, it sounds like you having a little bit of a quarter life crisis. What does it matter if this is the last year of your 20s? You aren't going to magically change into an entirely different person on your birthday.
Thank you. yeah i know it's not that long. And I feel like a bytch because i know there are soldiers overseas with fukking wives and kids that can't even talk that often, let alone visit. I think I'm just more hurt by the fact that she left than I realized. I think she chose her job over me, and I understand that, because everyone has to walk their own path. But even though I literally drove her out there, without any help from her awful family, and supported her, deep down I did think it would probably cause this thing to end at some point.She has only been gone since November....omg just let her go. If you claim that you love her that time apart is really nothing, seeing that you claim you see her every so often.
You shouldn't move away with her. The fact that you are considering letting her go after 5 mos shows y'all aren't strong enough.
Honestly she might feel the same as you. I can't see another woman being cool with an open relationship unless she was having difficulty with it too.
The situation sucks. I'm sorry
29 years old and still having rookie conondrums
The situation sucks but based off of how you feel I don't see it getting any better. You better go before you end up more hurt. Why would she even apply to a job that far? If I had a loving man I would find a job in my area.Thank you. yeah i know it's not that long. And I feel like a bytch because i know there are soldiers overseas with fukking wives and kids that can't even talk that often, let alone visit. I think I'm just more hurt by the fact that she left than I realized. I think she chose her job over me, and I understand that, because everyone has to walk their own path. But even though I literally drove her out there, without any help from her awful family, and supported her, deep down I did think it would probably cause this thing to end at some point.
You shouldn't move away with her. The fact that you are considering letting her go after 5 mos shows y'all aren't strong enough.
I needed this. Thanks man. Where are you in NC? I'm in Wilmington. been out here on and off since 2005, but I grew up in Durham. Good point. She's really open minded, and maybe the best move is to just pump the brakes and wait a few days and see how I feel. The problem is that the one girl I talked to is a freak, man. She's a crossfit chick and a runner, and she sent me pics of her sex swing. She has nipple and clit piercings, and she's actually really fukking funny and charming. Face is okay, but her body is crazy.
My girlfriend was just like, 'Don't stay the night with them, use a condom, and don't tell me after." My biggest concern about an open relationship honestly would be the new girl. I don't wanna bring a new chick into anything complicated.
And I am having a bit of a quarter life crisis, I guess. Never heard it called that, but it feels that way.