I need serious advice brehs
I'm at a cross roads in life
Do I go to Uni/College and get a STEM degree (If I do I have to upgrade I was lazy as fukk in HS)
Or do I pursue an apprenticeship most likely Electrician or Millwright. I know Millwrights translate well into the engineering sector. I'm already doing some work related to this and it's both physically and mentally taxing.
I see some of these guys and realize I don't want to work like this for the rest of my life.
I work with Power Engineers, Electricians, Mechanics, Millwrights, Welders, Plumbers. So I ask for advice all the time, but the advice always varies: go to school, pursue trade, no go to school, etc...
But I make 22/hr, which I feel is good for a 19 yr old. I live at home too.
But at the same time I feel so stupid for not being in college like the rest of my peers, embarrassed even.

People always telling (not asking) me : Why ain't you in school breh?
I've always envisioned myself as that clean cut black man in a suit.
Not wearing a hard hat, safety glasses and turning wrenches.
I see the power engineers in the boiler room and they tell me they do fukk all but monitor the systems and occasionally adjust things, If something goes wrong they call on of us.
If I pursue an apprenticeship I have to go to school anyways. Won't be nearly as expensive as getting a degree, in total the 4 years will cost a couple thou really.
I feel conflicted, angry and other myriad of emotions.
I need help brehs
