I been feeling so motivated these past few days. I really been on this wave for about three months now but, something changed in me the last two weeks. I'm reading like two books a week mostly on business, history and self improvement. I watch some sort of motivational video every morning before work. Started submersing myself in studying highly successful people and their lives. I cut out television. My productivity is getting better. Setting daily weekly monthly and annual goals. Realized that discipline (sticking to a regimen) is more important than motivation (fuzzy feelings to get inspired). Realized that focusing on goals isn't as important as focusing on a lifestyle change (in whatever you want). Because focusing on a goal is like saying you're not shyt until the goal is accomplished. When your goal should be to get better, do better everyday, do more everyday (in whatever you want), which is a more positive mindset, and eventually your larger goal will get accomplished. I don't know...I just feel different. I'm not gonna be one of those faggits saying anything on Facebook because this time of the year everybody says dumb shyt like this. So I'll write it in here. Assuming I live another 50 years (normal human life expectancy), I've got about another 18,250 days to accomplish what I want. When I thought about it like that, it just stuck with me and all my insecurities and doubts vanished.