submitting to nihilism is different from acknowledging its legitimacy.This is an oxymoronic statement as well.
An outlook of complete disassociation of meaning cannot be birthed by an intense emotional feeling or experience.
If nothing has purpose, these black lives that are being lost don't matter, and you look silly get so worked up about something so trivial and fleeting like "existence"
albeit, more "fulfilling"You're a materialist...your life is small and hollow.
, than yours 
submitting to nihilism is different from acknowledging its legitimacy.
I'm an existential-nihilist.
I don't ever get confused about the "bigger picture"

be specificI sincerely doubt that.
When shyt hits the fan in your personal life, how do you react?![]()
be specific
Several.Have you ever been to a funeral? How did you react? Why?
Several.
I just see it as the passing of life.
Doesn't hurt that I have tons of academic and professional experiences in the biological sciences/medical fields, so I don't have as much of an emotional attachment to it.
No. They died because they failed to sustain the necessary biological of "life"No tears no sadness no "why"?
All alive. And?Your mom and dad still alive? How about your siblings?\
It'd suck because I have attachments to them, but I see them as no more than biological beings with a temporary existence. Its no different from any other living thingImagine if they died today, any emotional reactions to that, any regret?
No kidsDo you have children? Do you impart your nihilistic view to them?
Of course. What does that chanceDo you ever question decisions and thoughts that you have had in the past?
I could, but what does that do? Unless you try to make better decision in the future.Do you live life with even an ounce of regret?
- my philosophy