Honestly, I never thought I was anything special. I always saw myself as ok, but there were always a good amount of girls who thought I looked good. I'd get some nice attention while out, but never thought much of it. Anyway, I guess you could say the opportunity to do things was there. Real talk tho: being a shy lil bytch is far worse than anything else. All of those so-called opportunities I had to make a good impression went down the drain because I usually never did anything. I'd usually be the nikka sitting in the corner watching everyone else have fun--and that led to me going home with my dikk in my hand when all was said and done.
Meanwhile, I'd see so many other dudes I guess you could consider "ugly" eating like it was nothing. Why? Because those nikkas knew how to be normal and didn't give a shyt about whether women considered them good looking or not. Once that mouthpiece got to work, those women would be calling the nikkas sexy and gorgeous because they already brought the girl into their world. It was a wrap after that. Me? The girl could think I'm sexy, but once I exposed myself by being a shy lame, I quickly changed into the "ugly" nikka.
So really, stop overthinking this stuff. This ugly gang or team ugly nonsense? Get rid of that shyt. It's stupid. Most of you nikkas probably aren't anywhere near as bad as you think you are. We're often our own toughest critics, so just be more at ease with yourself and focus on building from there. You put way too much time and thought into this stuff. Seriously.
thinking about all the lobs women have thrown me in my life that I've missed due to my oblivious and naive nature.
keep applying but spice up your answers to the questionnaire. Make yourself the outgoing, team-oriented, lively spirit type nikka with the questions they ask.
I mean she just said it with so much confidence I was insulted a older cat would have been like "yeah, you right babe" but I guess my pride was hurt cause I'm on some "shyt I'm as bad as these other cats, I go out beat a bytch p*ssy up" and she would say some shyt like "nah you wouldn't" this was when I younger . . women can read men veryyyyy fukking well 
I been trynna shake this good nikka aura off me for years but that shyt like bad credit it follows you
it's cool. 
