
I can't take this shyt.
Feels like a heart attack with weights on your chest and hard to breathe, hyperventilating. How do I handle this shyt, brehs I been havin these for the past 6 months and it doesn't seem to stop.
Feelin more trapped than I have ever been in my whole life.
you honestly have no clue, your not even in the same galaxy of knowing breh. panic attacks are REAL and FUKKIN SCARY
im sayin breh, i guess it's kind of hard to explain to people who never had em, i never was the type of have any anxiety from social shyt or even "regular" stress type situations so i can't relate to that type of stuff or know what it feels like
highly doubt what i experience is the same as yall
but i get this weird ass type of anxiety sometimes when i wake up in the mornin, they only last for like 30-60 seconds but it's this CRAZY feeling that im about to die, not on some "hol up a nikka in my house?

" type of shyt, more like im ALREADY halfway through dying and there's nothing i can do, legit impending doom on some Donnie Darko shyt, my brain feelin like




all at once, heart racin and all that, tryna stay alive, can't even focus or make sense of anything until afterwards like im half asleep, but it feels real as fukk. shyt only happens to me like 1-2 a month MAYBE, but when it does it's the WOAT feeling i've ever felt in my life, mostly because it happens for NO apparent reason that i can tell, life's good, no real stress so far, no social fear or paranoia to speak of, haven't done any drugs in a minute, shyt is perplexing as hell cuz i have no idea what could be triggering it. Main reason i dont slept over at any of my girls cribs or have em sleep over at mine for a prolonged period of time, don't want that shyt to happen one mornin and they think im crazy
looked it up and some people were sayin they had the same shyt cuz they had sleep apnea but i hope that's not the case

shyt would seem random as hell for me to have that
and i know it's not sleep paralysis cuz half the time i actually jump the fukk up out the bed tryna figure out what the hell to do to protect myself

shyt's crazy embarrassing but luckily my homegirl looks out for me whenever she crashes at my spot