Anybody here just not having a good week?

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

*raises hand*

So, I went to work today, and I was supposed to come in at 11 and got it confused for 12. My manager said that they already found someone to fill in for today and to just come in on Sunday. Which means my paycheck will be terrible next week cause I only have two days on my schedule for work this week so only one day will count.

AS well, I wonder if this job is really worth it. At max I work 3 days a week and every other time I get a paycheck I pray that I might make over $100 for the week. Never happens.

I just feel kind of dead inside. No energy to be mad. No reason to be sad. Women smile at me on the train or passing by but when I smile back it just feels forced. Sometimes I just go out of my way to avoid people altogether cause I jt don't want to interact with anyone...I'd rather be alone so I can think and plot on how to make more money...and money is f*cking making my life a goddamn nightmare. It's either I never have any or I never have enough. And it just doesn't make me feel confident at all talking to anyone...like what a joke...I spent a f*cking decade of my life in college (three colleges with transfers) to serve f*cking frozen yogurt.

This can't be life. Whatever. Payday is friday.

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Ofcourse...no one one here can relate with all their certs and their 6 figure salaries and looking at this thread while kneedeep in some exotic dimepiece p*ssy. LOL.

 

[Ricky Church]

I feel you bruh. (n/h)

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

I'm just getting my Rob Kardashian on and eating my pain away...

with a pepperoni deep dish pizza from little caesars...

 

[charmander]

im just killin time

 

[TwistedMetal]

We all have them days
Gotta find a positive in a bad situation somehow

 

[Kublai Khan]

Stay up Breh, money ain't everything. At least you got your health.

 

[Gunshi]

bum ass nikka

 

[TM101]

I tend not to be depressed as much because I've internalize how little control I have over some things

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

Stay up Breh, money ain't everything. At least you got your health.

Yea...true. But I'm trying to get my life right.
I feel like it's taken the majority of it to get it to the point where I can be satisfied.

I think about the goals I laid out for myself in the past couple of years. Where I want to be and where I'm at now...and I'm not really that satisfied. Cause I know I could do much better for myself.

I feel like I'm my biggest critic at the end of the day...I got no choice but to be.

 

[SemiEnlightenedBum]

been feeling like this for a minute,no yills on deck,surrounded by morons,got bytched at by a social services worker after waking up at 5 in thee morning to make the appt,i wanted to smack inferno's out of that bytch but then i'd just be another poor statistic..

luckily(ha),this has been my cycle for pretty much my whole life,i'm quite used to it,i just need some new energy in my life,cause i'm literally bored by nearly everything,i even miss feeling sad/depressed cause at least i felt something..

but i'm a cac and society is geared toward my success,at moi for not taking advantage of my golden ticket..

hurry up and burn Babel-On...

 

[*L*E*G*A*C*Y*]

We all have them days
Gotta find a positive in a bad situation somehow

That's where making music comes in for me. And skateboarding. I always like to skate to take out that negative energy and making art to turn it into a positive.

I feel my best art comes from that...

 

[Tallac]

I'm actually having a good time, not because life is all good, nah, far from it, I just stopped caring. I just do what I can do, because I sometimes feel that it could be worse. Few years ago, I was broke with a wonderful girl, now I'm straight but girls I really don't care about. Should I complain about it? I just shrug and move on, trying to live without stupid regrets. I seriously live now like it's my last day. Saving money for my niece, because she deserves it, sleeping around with, eat what I like or want (I won't gain weight anyway). If you want sth, just go get it, just don't sit around and hope for a miracle. It might be easy to say, but you should keep trying, breh.

 

[Poh SIti Dawn]

Eh, not really. Tbh man I'm a pretty happy person so for the most part I have days/hours/minutes/seconds.

Last night I hit the club by myself, my barber showed up a little later, then my coworkers surprised me by showing up randomly, I danced, stopped a fight between 2 guys, this random dude had cool vibes about him, so I dapped him up cause we need more people who are on a fun & relaxed vibe. Later we went & got Mexican food, hit the cig, etc, goodnight.

 

[GoogleMe]

Have you tried looking for another job?