James Gordon
Superstar
The late philosopher Patrice Oneal once said Death is hard on the living
Breh aint told no lie
Breh aint told no lie
Anyone here lost a parent or both? How did you life change after?
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My daddy died from cancer in 2015 & I aint been the same since. I stopped giving a fukk about life, anti social, sometimes i go days, weeks w/o speaking to anyone. Still go in and out of depression but i'm getting better. Never realized how all my strength came from him until he was gone. He was the only person i ever looked up to or listened to, he was my everything
Lord_nikon
Veteran
Depression, I stopped going to hospitals and funerals,I avoid being around lots of people during grief, traumatizing experience, I am a only child also , lost my father about 9 years ago
Both of mine have been gone for a number of years now. C'est la vie. Just gotta KIM 
My dad was never really around and died living in the streets. My mom passed from cancer so I at least got to spend some time with her before she died. I just wish she was around to had left more of an impression on my daughter. She was a great woman.
Luckily I have my wife's family, even as crazy as they are.
My dad was never really around and died living in the streets. My mom passed from cancer so I at least got to spend some time with her before she died. I just wish she was around to had left more of an impression on my daughter. She was a great woman.
Luckily I have my wife's family, even as crazy as they are.
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i lost my dad on the installment plan
first to drugs/alchol
then to prison
i always dreamed he would get his shyt together
he wound up having a heart attack and died in that muthafuker
shyts sad watching your father go from being a good dude
to fuking up his whole life and dying without making amends
i've lost a gang of people
i don't take shyt for granted and appreciate every fuking day
first to drugs/alchol
then to prison
i always dreamed he would get his shyt together
he wound up having a heart attack and died in that muthafuker
shyts sad watching your father go from being a good dude
to fuking up his whole life and dying without making amends
i've lost a gang of people
i don't take shyt for granted and appreciate every fuking day
Kinguno
The Immortal
In two years basically it would be twenty years and I can't even say my father was alive for a fifth of my life because I did the math if I'm born the third week of January and he died the second week of May then I was really four unfortunately the worse part is all my memories of him are in mute and all the home videos we would film is you can't ever hear him and there's always a loud sound going over his voice I don't remember his voice at all my sister who was 1 and half probably doesn't remember him at all
To be honest it made me cynical in a lot of ways looking back peiplp tried to help but it never made things any better I remember my mother and I went to this kind of support group of people who lost a parent that was held at a church and it made things worse I remember they had us make a pillow with a letter to our dead loved ones and on the face of the pillow we got a picture of all of us together it hurt more
At the present time the things that hurt the most is the fact that he wasn't around for so much like my sister going to Prom or just me becoming a man like I have older cousins but like I've stated before when a man starts a family you got to move on because bthe have to be there for the family they created
My father was a provider in the truest since of the word and looking back he was too kind basically providing for his older sisters, his older brother, his friends, his cousins, his friends, his godkids, us, my mother, his Co workers
He would do this thing where he would look you in the eye and say " you good" while putting 200 in someone hands at the minimum
I got a lot of things from him some that has blessed me and some that had cursed me
To be honest it made me cynical in a lot of ways looking back peiplp tried to help but it never made things any better I remember my mother and I went to this kind of support group of people who lost a parent that was held at a church and it made things worse I remember they had us make a pillow with a letter to our dead loved ones and on the face of the pillow we got a picture of all of us together it hurt more
At the present time the things that hurt the most is the fact that he wasn't around for so much like my sister going to Prom or just me becoming a man like I have older cousins but like I've stated before when a man starts a family you got to move on because bthe have to be there for the family they created
My father was a provider in the truest since of the word and looking back he was too kind basically providing for his older sisters, his older brother, his friends, his cousins, his friends, his godkids, us, my mother, his Co workers
He would do this thing where he would look you in the eye and say " you good" while putting 200 in someone hands at the minimum
I got a lot of things from him some that has blessed me and some that had cursed me
Lord_nikon
Veteran
My daddy died from cancer in 2015 & I aint been the same since. I stopped giving a fukk about life, anti social, sometimes i go days, weeks w/o speaking to anyone. Still go in and out of depression but i'm getting better. Never realized how all my strength came from him until he was gone. He was the only person i ever looked up to or listened to, he was my everything
My pops had lymphoma, leukemia and prostate cancer, I'm often get paranoid because I think I will suffer the same fate, we battled that shyt for five years, I know how you feel man ,,, When it first happened My dreams fukked me, because he was alive in dreams and I would cry in my sleep all the time, eventually you will get stronger bro, the only can tell you is try not neglect yourself to long and play a video game or something to take your mind off things.
Rigamortus
Superstar
Lost my dad in 2005. I was 12 years old. Never really had closure. Will get really depressed a few times a year. Since his passing my sleeping is completely fukked. I go months where I only sleep 2-4 hours a night.
Realized most of his siblings aint shyt. One auntie forged some documents and basically stole money meant for me and my siblings.
Also can't be around grieving people. If I see someone crying I freak out and have to leave the room / area.
Realized most of his siblings aint shyt. One auntie forged some documents and basically stole money meant for me and my siblings.
Also can't be around grieving people. If I see someone crying I freak out and have to leave the room / area.
My father died on my birthday. It reignited my depression and made me more forgiving. I kind of have a brothers Winchester attitude now.
Thankfully my parents are still alive, I'll prob die soon after my mom dies. I'm a mommy's boy
666 ReVeNGe 666
TROLL IS LIFE
So many stories. So relatable.
SeveroDrgnfli
Ain't nobody tryin to get indicted.
Lost both my parents at a young age. They left early in my life so it's hard to tell how it affected it my life. It's affected my psyche negatively.
ndthentherewasx
El Capitan
Not me personally but one of my closest homies mom passed and dudes life went to shyt soon after; started drinking more, was constantly barred out up until he got arrested and was placed on probation. Dude been in and out of jail for the last 5 years, in right now, but is coming out again soon.