I look at my peers, they even in the same mindset, doing their own things. Like someone like Nipsey would’ve been my age. Some homies even retired by now
Plus, I don’t mind these young nikkas too much. I have lil brothers, nephews, cousins, etc., so I’ve kinda always been used to being someone others looked up too. I doubt myself a lot though, sometimes I forget all the shyt I’ve been through
And did it so they didn’t have to. Most of them doing good and following in my footsteps (some even doing better than I was at the same age). The older men/women I looked up to are doing great too.
So when I’m around all these young kids, a few latch on and I just try to help them whether it’s advice, mixing their music with the ones that do that (and for free), or whatever.
We was discussing all our injuries at work and had a young dude look at me like

But I don’t look like it. Still in decent shape (not imo) and I stay getting people talk to me like I just be in the gym all day and I be like I haven’t been to the gym in months
Focusing on diet as I got older may have had a better influence on that. Back in the gym next week too. The older you get the more serious you should get with everything. I used to pride myself on “not giving a fukk” when I was young and it served me right at the time, but the older you get the more you start caring about shyt and that stress will begin to show
But fukk it.. you can always check out when you feel. Why waste the life left

. I would say the worse part is the loneliness but thats partly my fault too so