but it's weird because I'm still optimistic about a higher power.
I've been Agnostic for the past four years. However, I still keep some dietary law and hate pork. Anyway, with the world the way it is it's hard to be a believer. Like, I want to be a believer, but there's the issue of organized religion. When people ask me do I believe in faith I give them a generalized answer. Also, when I see racism and bigotry/homophobia it makes it hard for me to be a believer.
Hell, two years ago I was in the process of converting to Judaism because I aligned with that the most. TBH, I still do, but I still have loads of questions. Not to sound like a debbie downer, but when my people get treated like crap on the daily it makes me become less of a believer. I'm at the point where if there is a g-d he might just have mercy on us if he cares.
I had plans to meet up with a clergyman a year ago to discuss this because I wanted faith (something to hold on to). Not trolling at all. I'm conflicted. Also, I worked this year and have had an ok year.
Worst part is when I start dating a girls ask me if I believe in a higher power.
Thing is all these other religions help their people. If you are a Christian, Muslim, Jew, or whatnot I'm not bashing. This is just my perspective. I respect my religious bros and sisters.
Crazy because I somewhat believe in quantum physics and G-d is the universe. I'm conflicted.
EDIT 2020: Atheism is anti Black.
Atheism was created by White people. So, how can you be Pro-Black, but a non believer not believing in anything. Most of our leaders believed in Islam or Christianity/spritual faiths.
I've been Agnostic for the past four years. However, I still keep some dietary law and hate pork. Anyway, with the world the way it is it's hard to be a believer. Like, I want to be a believer, but there's the issue of organized religion. When people ask me do I believe in faith I give them a generalized answer. Also, when I see racism and bigotry/homophobia it makes it hard for me to be a believer.
Hell, two years ago I was in the process of converting to Judaism because I aligned with that the most. TBH, I still do, but I still have loads of questions. Not to sound like a debbie downer, but when my people get treated like crap on the daily it makes me become less of a believer. I'm at the point where if there is a g-d he might just have mercy on us if he cares.
I had plans to meet up with a clergyman a year ago to discuss this because I wanted faith (something to hold on to). Not trolling at all. I'm conflicted. Also, I worked this year and have had an ok year.
Worst part is when I start dating a girls ask me if I believe in a higher power.
Thing is all these other religions help their people. If you are a Christian, Muslim, Jew, or whatnot I'm not bashing. This is just my perspective. I respect my religious bros and sisters.
Crazy because I somewhat believe in quantum physics and G-d is the universe. I'm conflicted.
EDIT 2020: Atheism is anti Black.
Atheism was created by White people. So, how can you be Pro-Black, but a non believer not believing in anything. Most of our leaders believed in Islam or Christianity/spritual faiths.
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